friend,â I said. âAnd I donât have many friends.â
âYeah, but sheâs your old girlfriend.â
âThatâs history. Now weâre just friends,â I said. âYou feeling any better this morning?â
âAbout the same. Iâm just getting used to it.â
âAshley, Iâm ready to take up your mom on that dinner,â I said.
âLasagna, right?â
She phoned her mom on her cell and told her the news. It was a short conversation.
âAnd?â I asked.
âSheâs thrilled.â
âI bet.â
When I told my parents about eating at Ashleyâs, they once again said they were proud of me. I was turning into some kind of hero. And hating every minute of it.
I showed up right on time (as heroes should). Stephen greeted me at the door. Well, he opened the door and scowled. I could smell that something was burning. Mr. and Mrs. Walker were arguing in the kitchen. Stephen just walked away, and I was left standing there. Ashley came down the stairs looking a little more pale than usual. She hugged me and nodded toward the kitchen. âMom burned the lasagna.â
We sat on the sofa and watched the news. Eventually Ashleyâs parents emerged from the kitchen.
âA minor disaster,â her dad said. âWeâve phoned for pizza though.â
âIâm okay with pizza,â I said, smiling.
Mrs. Walker looked flustered, and her face was flushed. âIâm glad you came, Zach.â
âNice to be here,â I said politely.
Iâd like to say that everything went smoothly after that.
But it didnât.
It took almost an hour for the pizza to arrive. And it was not the one they ordered.
It was cold and had anchovies, which nobody liked. I think Stephen had been smoking some weed in his room, and when he came downstairs he was acting a little funny. He didnât actually say anything to me, just gave me looks that could paralyze.
Mrs. Walker tried to tell funny stories about when Ashley was young, but Ashley kept asking her to stop.
While we were eating, Mr. Walker flatly announced, âThis is the worst pizza Iâve ever had. Iâm going to call and complain.â Being agitated seemed to be his style.
âDonât,â Mrs. Walker said and then turned to me. âSorry about the meal, Zach.â
I shrugged. âItâs okay.â
âYou donât need to apologize to him,â Mr. Walker said.
Stephen let out a snorting laugh.
I kept trying to offer up some small talk about school or sports, but it went nowhere. It seemed that whatever I said, Ashleyâs father had something negative to say about it. Pretty soon I knew Iâd made a mistake by coming over and trying to be nice to her family.
After about five minutes of dead silence, I found myself saying, âWhy donât we cut through some of the crap and just talk about the baby.â I didnât mean for it to sound hostile. I thought it would help if we could just get it out in the open. But it came out sounding all wrong.
Mr. Walker looked up from his plate. âGood point, Zach. Yes, letâs do just that. Why donât you start us off?â
Mrs. Walker was shaking her head.
Ashley looked paler than ever. I didnât know where to begin.
I guess my silence was another wrong response, because Stephen was out of his seat now. âYeah, why donât we cut through the crap,â he said. And then he leaned across the table and shoved me hard with both hands.
âSit down,â his father ordered him.
I was trying to stay calm. I slowly started to stand. I figured Iâd better just leave. Ashley took my hand, but I pulled away. âNo, I think I better be going.â
âIâm so sorry,â Mrs. Walker said again.
âMom, you donât need to apologize,â Stephen said. I couldnât believe this was happening. All I wanted was to get out of there.
But I