didnât make it to the door. Stephen said, âGood riddance to bad trash,â and then pushed me hard from behind so that I slammed into the wall.
I wasnât even thinking. Just reacting. I turned and pushed him. I pushed him so hard that he fell backward over a table. Some framed pictures fell to the floor, and then Stephen hit the floor. Hard. I didnât hang around to see what might happen next. I was out the door and walking quickly away into the cold night air.
Chapter Thirteen
Ashley wouldnât speak to me the next day at school. I couldnât believe things had gone from bad to worse. I waited for her outside several of her classes, but she refused to even look at me or make eye contact. I had to talk with her. I thought she would have realized that none of what happened was my fault. But all she said was, âJust leave me alone. Havenât you done enough damage?â
I felt rotten. Really rotten.
I saw Stephen in the hall, and I could see he had a big bruise on his face. I thought about trying to apologize, but I knew it wouldnât work. And I wouldnât be surprised if he tried to hit me. Then weâd end up in more trouble, and I sure didnât want that, or any more attention.
It was one of my worst days of school ever. I couldnât concentrate and I couldnât figure out how to patch things up. After school was finished, I was sitting in the back of the bus thinking about what a crappy future I had ahead of me when Kiley sat down beside me.
âYou donât look so good,â she said.
I told her what had happened.
She didnât say anything at first. âMaybe this just isnât meant to be,â she finally said. I knew exactly what she meant.
âI donât know what it is,â I said. âIâve been trying to do the right thing.â
âMaybe youâre trying to do the wrong thing. I know your heart is in the right place. It just seems that itâs not working out.â
I knew there was more to this than what Kiley was saying. I could see it in her face. It was that look she had given me back when we had first gotten together. Weâd been together for almost a year, and then I screwed things up. After that, Ashley had come along, and the rest, as they say, is history.
But maybe Kiley was right. Maybe Mark was right. And my parents. And Ashleyâs parents. Maybe everyone could see things clearly but me. When it was time for Kiley to get off the bus, she said, âCall me if you need someone to talk to. Iâll be there for you.â Both of my parentsâ cars were in the driveway when I got home. That was weird. They both should have been at work. I knew something was up. But I would never have expected what happened next.
I walked into the kitchen, and my father was reading some kind of document. He looked up at me. âWhat happened last night, Zach?â
I looked down at the floor. âAshleyâs brother and I had a little disagreement.â
âMaybe not so little?â he asked.
âWhy?â
âThis,â he said, holding out the pages in his hands. âItâs a restraining order. The Walkers went to the police, and they delivered this today. Youâre not allowed to have any contact with Stephen or Ashley.â
âThis is crazy,â I said. âIt wasnât my fault. They canât do this.â
My mother came up to me then and put her arm around me. âIf they went this far, this is very serious. Zach, I think you just have to back off. I think you have to let all this go.â
âThis is so unfair.â
My dad set the papers on the table. âI donât think you have much of a choice here, Zach. I think you need to let Ashley and her parents sort out whatever theyâre going to do. Anything you try to do now would only make things worse.â
âAnd you could get in real trouble,â my mom said, the look of parental worry stamped on