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of knowing: the knowledge that the future Rae so desperately wanted was only an“if.” She didn’t know what the other possibilities were, but she did know that the future she had glimpsed was one she wanted, one where she would have autonomy for the first time. Please, Ani.
    “I hope you are able to forgive him,” Rae whispered. “He’s not a monster. Neither are you.”
    And then she was gone from Ani’s mind.
     
    After being in the dream forest, her cave felt even more restrictive. Rae paced around the perimeter, counting out steps as if the murmuring of numbers would make the small space seem somehow larger. It didn’t work.
    Darkness, the time of dreams, was Rae’s rightful place, but the past few weeks, Sorcha had insisted that there were but a few dark hours in Faerie. The moon did not go through normal phases; instead, it almost always stayed full in the sky, casting silvered light over them as if they were caught in one endless day. And without the dark, Rae was caught, trapped in the small cave that was her prison.
    “Rae?” Devlin was in the doorway of the cave. The light from outside shone around him, illuminating him and adding to his otherworldly appearance. His coarse white hair, loosened from restraints, offset the harshness of his features a little, but not so much that the sharp angles of his cheeks looked human.
    “You’re here.” Rae shifted her attire to match Devlin’s more formal garb. Her dress was pale rose with a hem that swept the ground, and although the waist was narrow, the bodicewas demure. Her almost floor-length hair was swept up with gilt combs. The only ornament beyond her combs was a black band around her throat that held a cameo. If Devlin looked closely, he’d see that it was his image in the ivory.
    The stern set of his mouth softened. “You need not change for me.”
    “I know,” she lied. She did need to change if it brought her the smile she’d sought. His stress was heavy enough that his straightened shoulders were rigid with it.
    “I must go over to the mortal world again.”
    Rae stilled. “Again?”
    Devlin stepped farther into the shadows of the cave. “I am not sure how long I’ll be gone this time.”
    “Something is wrong with the High Queen. She barely lowers the light.” Rae couldn’t see beyond the crevice where Devlin had entered. The brightness that seeped through the small fissure was painful to her. Facing it full on would be blinding.
    “Light soothes her; darkness reminds her of her twin.” He was out of the light now, comforting in his presence as none other had ever been. The High Court’s assassin was her friend, her companion, her only solace in a world that— even after decades—still made little sense to her.
    Rae leaned against a flat stone on one side of the cave. “I could come with you.”
    Devlin kept his distance. “And if you were drawn back to your body by being in the mortal world?”
    “ If I was drawn into my body, which I don’t think I wouldbe, I suspect I’d die.” She stepped a little closer to him.
    Devlin didn’t move away. “Which I do not want.”
    For a moment, they stood in silence. She hated being left alone in Faerie, feared the High Queen, worried about Devlin, and wished she could go to the mortal world.
    With careful deliberation, Rae stepped closer to him again. Were she solid, her skirt would be atop his feet. “Will you check on her? Ani is important. Just once go seek her out.”
    “Don’t do this.” Devlin’s voice held the edge that it always did when Rae broached forbidden topics.
    “You’re making a mistake,” she whispered. “You saved her. You ought to—”
    “Don’t.” Devlin turned his back to her and walked away, retreating almost to the sunlight at the mouth of the cave. “I did as you wished. She lives. Nothing more is required.”
    Rae lifted one hand, but didn’t follow. It wouldn’t matter: she couldn’t touch him, couldn’t force him to face her. Without his