box. Iâd guessed right when I speculated heâd gone for jewelry. Excitement flooded through me as I peeled away the shiny paper, revealing a delicate silver chain threading through the center of an infinity symbol. Instinctively I curled my right hand, fighting the urge to check whether the sigil on my inner wrist was hidden. Casting a glance at my dad, I was reassured to see that he was a reading a magazine. I had mixed feelings about the gift, considering what it represented.
He could probably tell that because he leaned forward to explain, âThatâs not supposed to represent interminable servitude. I could talk geometry and calculus, add in topology and Möbius transformations, then move on to fractals and the Koch snowflake, but in reality, itâs much simpler. It just means âendless.â And thatâs us, Edie. So this necklace, itâs how I feel about you.â
I let out a little sigh, not exasperation, but more like the sweetness was escaping from my body in tiny gulps. He was doing this so the mark on my wrist wouldnât feel like a brand anymore. Instead, I could look at it and think of Kian rather than his former masters.
âThank you,â I whispered.
âWant me to put it on you?â
âAbsolutely.â
He stood up and I shifted enough for him to reach, lifting my hair so it didnât get tangled in the clasp. The chain was the perfect length, settling into the hollow at the base of my throat. For a few seconds, he just gazed down at me with the look that said heâd be kissing me if my dad wasnât sitting here reading Scientific American . In response I touched his hand.
âMy present probably wonât seem as cool by comparison.â
âIf you picked it out for me, Iâm sure Iâll love it.â
With an eager expression, he tore the wrapping like a little kid to reveal the Alfred Hitchcock box set Iâd gotten, five classic films. Heâd probably seen them but based on my covert observation of his DVD collection, he didnât own them. I knew he loved Notorious , so maybe he liked Spellbound too. Nervous, I waited for his reaction.
âThis is great,â he said softly.
âWhy donât you play one of them?â Dad suggested without glancing up.
Yeah, maybe suspense would be a better move than a holiday flick weâd all seen ten times. I got the right cable and hooked up my laptop to the TV, then Kian chose the movie. Spellbound , probably because of Ingrid Bergman. We settled on the couch together to watch. After a while, my dad put down his magazine, drawn in despite himself.
Once the movie ended, I asked, âCan I go out on New Yearâs Eve?â
âWith Kian?â Dad asked.
âYeah.â
âThen itâs fine.â
My mom wouldâve demanded to know where we were going, at what time weâd be home, and when she was around, Dad wouldâve been right there with her. But heâd abdicated since then, trusting Kian to the point that it worried me. Not that there was anything to fear, but still. Fathers were supposed to be fearsome and protective, right?
âIâll take good care of her,â Kian promised.
That rallied my dad enough to add, âNo drinking.â
âI promise.â Considering that we were going to a party hosted by the Harbinger, getting shit-faced might be the last mistake I ever made.
Soon after, Kian collected his movies and headed home, freeing my dad to retire. I stayed up late reading, which set the tone for the rest of my break. Probably I should be studying, but school had lost its urgency. If I retained my status as a catalyst, Wedderburn would make sure I got into the right college to stay on the path. If Iâd already lost, then I wouldnât have the freedom to do as I pleased anyway. Consequently, I felt pretty zen about my future. Other people, like Kian and my dad, however, might worry me to death.
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