shrill whistle pulled her from her thoughts, and she quickly moved the shrieking teakettle off the burner and poured the water into her waiting cup.
She had to tell him the truth. It wasnât fair to keep fooling him. She carried her cup to the table and sank down once again. But was it so awful to wait another day or two?
After all, several times the day before heâd mentioned something about her letters. Heâd told her that heâd seen her intelligence and sensitivity in those written pages. And those letters heâd referred to had been written by her, not by Fiona.
What was the harm in waiting just another coupleof days, spending a little more time with him and making him realize sheâElizabeth Cara Carsonâwas the woman he wanted, the woman he needed as his wife?
Frowning, she took a sip of her tea. What was she thinking? It wasnât as if she actually wanted to marry Omar. She just wanted to be the woman he wanted to marry.
She finished her tea, then decided to take advantage of Fionaâs generous offer to loan her clothes. Cara suddenly had a desire to be more colorful, more stylish, more exciting for Omar, and she certainly wasnât going to find anything suitable in her own closet.
She rinsed her cup and put it in the dishwasher, then left the cottage and headed for the big house.
It was a beautiful November day: The sun was bright and the temperature was a moderate seventy degrees. The climate, the foliage and the ranch animals were all as familiar to Cara as her own heartbeat.
Sheâd been born here on the Carson ranch and raised by her parents, Grace and Ford. For all her twenty-seven years sheâd been completely happy here. Sheâd been surrounded not only by the love of her family, but also by the beautiful land that had made them prosperous.
But in the past year sheâd felt a growing, vague sense of dissatisfaction, a dissatisfaction that had exploded into utter unhappiness three days before the last school year ended.
She hungered for something newâ¦something different. She was tired of Texas and the predictable life she had built for herself.
She entered the house, grateful that she didnât encounter anyone as she made her way up the stairway and toward Fionaâs suite of rooms.
It was obvious that Fiona had packed in a hurry for her impromptu trip to Paris. Clothes were strewn on top of the unmade bed and across a chair, and Cara knew it wouldnât be long before one of the maids came in to make sense out of the disorder her sister had left behind.
She went directly to the huge walk-in closet and eyed the selection. There was no doubt about it, Fiona was a clotheshorse. Formals, tea-length dresses, riding habits and sportswearâshe had clothing for every occasion imaginable.
It took Cara only a few minutes to choose several casual outfits and two more formal dresses; then, with the clothing in her arms, she headed out of the bedroom.
âFiona?â
Her motherâs familiar voice stopped Cara in her tracks. She turned, and her mother smiled.
âOh, Cara, itâs you. I thought for a moment your sister had cut short her trip.â
âNo, I just decided to borrow a few of her things. She called me this morning and told me it would be all right for me to wear some of her clothes.â
Grace Carson looked far too young to be the mother not only of twenty-seven-year-old twins, butalso the mother of two strapping sons in their thirties, Matt and Flynt.
She now eyed her daughter curiously. âIâve never known you to be particularly interested in borrowing your sisterâs clothing,â she observed.
âI just felt like something differentâ¦something a little more colorful, a little more stylish than what I normally wear.â
Grace held Caraâs gaze and crossed her arms over her plump chest. âDoes this have anything to do with the male species? Usually when a woman has her hair restyled