Kathy tucks Egg into bed. With a snap of the wrist, Kathy floats the sheet down the length of the bed and draws the edge under Eggâs chin.
Egg laughs. âYouâre like a magician.â
Kathy scoops the moufu, the heavy blanket, from the foot of the bed and plops it down on Eggâs head. It is like an old game of avalanche.
Eggâs head pops from beneath the blanket. âYou going out with Stacey tonight?â
âYeah. What about it?â Kathy, straightening out the corners of the bed, has her prickles up.
Egg sighs. She knows that her sister will keep her secrets until the day she dies but they are written all over her face. âNothingâ¦Could you tell me a story?â
âEgg ââ
âA short one. Promise not to interrupt.â Egg crosses her heart. âHope to die.â
Kathy puffs out her cheeks.
âOr I can tell you about the Vast Open Plains of the Northernââ
âOkay, okay,â Kathy rubs her chin, âgive me a sec.â
Egg sits and draws the blanket around her. âIs Papa ever coming out of the ostrich barn?â
âI donât know.â
âKathy?â
âYeah?â Kathyâs hand pats the bottom of the bed for Nekoneko, Eggâs puppet Kitty. Egg canât sleep without Nekoneko.
âHow did you get Popular?â
âWell, I donât know that Iâm Popular.â
âNo one teases you, and Iâve seen you stand up for Raymond.â
âIs that what this is about? Is someone teasing you? Is it Martin?â
Egg sinks a little. âNo.â She worries the corner of the moufu. âI just wish things were different.â
Kathy pulls out Nekoneko from beneath the bed and knocks off the dust. âYeah,â she says softly.
Humpty Dumpty, Egg thinks.
âItâs time for you to go to sleep.â Kathy raises her hand to the lamp but her eyes fall to the book on the bedside table. âHey,â she says as she picks up the worn paperback of Anne Frank: Diary of a Young Girl . âIf you want me to read this to you, donât read ahead, okay?â She squints at Egg. âHave you been going through my room again?â
Egg hugs the book to her chest. âI just like to hold it. Let me keep it, please â I wonât read ahead, I promise. I just like to look at her picture.â Egg rubs the outline of Anneâs photograph at the back of the book and thinks of her own notebook. Itâs the first day of school and her pages are blank but she is too tired and enough is enough. Egg rolls onto her back and sighs. âI would like a best friend, Kathy.â
Kathy turns off the lamp.
Egg tosses dramatically. âI canât sleep.â
Kathy strokes Eggâs head, her fingers threading through her thick, stubborn hair. She whispers, âJust think of all the alphabet animals.â
Egg closes her eyes. The first day of school. The first September without Albert. She thinks of Mama and retreats into her blanket. âDo you think weâre broken?â
âShh, Egg. Shh.â
Egg feels the lulling motion of Kathyâs hand stroking her hair, hears the rhythm of Kathyâs breathing. Through her window, she can see the swirl of constellations. She thinks of the big blue whale, a pod of leaping dolphins â and Raymondâ she smiles. If penguin Raymond can make it through school, maybe Egghead ostriches can too.
She sleeps.
â¦
Egg opens her eyes. The moonlight falls through her window. The curtains waver, stirred by the faintest draft in this quiet, quiet dark.
Quiet. But no. That sound.
Egg sits up.
She hears a cry from down the hall. Mamaâs room. Egg darts to her door, the shock of the cold floor on her bare feet making her run faster and faster, a tiptoe mouse scurry to the bedroom down the hall. She pauses at her Mamaâs door and peeks through the crack.
Mama slumps by the side of the bed, her back to Egg.