for her help that caused her to stumble from the bathroom.
She raced down the stairs, crashing into the kitchen. Tyler had Teagan on their marble island, his lips pressed over her nose and mouth. Teaganâs head was as blue as the blueberries theyâd had for breakfast.
The next several hours blurred in Morganâs mind like the remnants of a nightmare. The arrival of the ambulance. Her stammering through the story of how her daughter had been perfectly fine until Tyler came home.
EMS had placed a breathing tube. Theyâd gone emergent to Sacred Heart.
The CT scan of her head showed the devastation. Multiple bleeds. New and old subdural hematomas. Massive cerebral edema. Rib fractures. Retinal hemorrhages.
And her coworkers looked at her like a pedophile on a playground.
She knew the mantra that played through their mind. Sheâd taught it to some of them herself.
Whoever was last seen with the babyâhurt the baby.
That was her. It was Tyler.
Then the horror of every parent. The police interview in the midst of knowing that her daughter had been declared brain dead by one of her attending physicians. The conversation played through her mind like an unrelenting accusation of her failure to act.
âMorgan, I know youâve been under a lot of stress,â Dr. Marshall had said. âYouâre trying to work while being on dialysis. Thereâs the added stress of having a new baby. These things are far from easy. We can only help you and Tyler get through this if you tell us exactly what happened.â
Her voice weak and thin because sheâd screamed so many times. She looked at him squarely. âI did not shake Teagan. I would never hurt her!â
And then Victoria had shown up with flowers for her baby. Pink gerbera daisies had been Morganâs favorite until that day. Until she saw them proffered up like a thinly veiled plea for forgiveness.
And thatâs when it had all fallen apart.
All the drama of a telenovela and more.
In the end, Victoria confessed she was the one whoâd shaken Teagan. That sheâd done it more than once, to quiet her crying. That was the last time Morgan ever saw herâleaving the PICU in handcuffs.
The sound of Tylerâs footfalls on the steps brought her back to the present, to this moment, but the pain she felt was just as strong as it had been one month ago.
Morgan lay on her side, looking out at the city lights that lay in the valley below their home. She used to sway Teagan in her arms at the view. Tyler crossed over the carpet, teased her blond hair back, and placed warm lips on her forehead. Only after, he laid the flowers heâd originally bought for Teaganâs grave on her dresser. Pink roses, limp, with brown, curled edges.
She wanted to throw them in the trash.
Tyler set his wine glass down in the armoire that held their television and turned on the news. He always hummed nursery rhymes heâd sung to Teagan as he got ready for bed.
âLooks like both of us had interesting ends to our day.â
She remained silent. The thought crossed her mind to feign sleep to avoid conversation altogether.
âHon?â
Her eyes drew to the TV. Even the national news had picked up Zoeâs story. A childâs murder halted by the curious innocence of Boy Scouts waslike chum in the water for sharks. Their own lawn still hadnât recovered after the media had parked on their grass. Even better than a stranger taking the life of a child was the story of a pediatric ICU nurse and her transplant surgeon husband beating their own daughter to death.
Presumed guilty before proven innocent.
âYou heard about Zoe Martinâs case?â Morgan asked.
He turned around and clicked off the light. âHard not to. Everyoneâs talking about it. How is she?â
âYouâre asking as a potential harvester of her organs?â
Sadness flashed in his blue eyes.
Why am I picking a fight, today of all