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conditioned to believe and act out a purely heterosexual lifestyle,” he said. “Have you considered that?”
    Avery huffed a breath. “Are you saying fairy tales are the only things making me like men?”
    “I didn’t say it. You did.”
    Avery stared at the ticking clock. She’d thought she had started therapy to find out why her kinky need for probing had fucked up her last two relationships. Not to find out she might be a lesbian who’d been brainwashed into marrying men. “I’m going to have to think about that.”
    “These things take a while to figure out. There’s no timetable.”
    “Have you ever had someone like me before? Someone in their thirties who has never had an inkling?” Avery asked.
    “All the time. I think women can succumb to societal pressures in terms of sexuality more often than men. Women can immerse themselves in their mate and, in doing so, lose touch with who they are,” Dr. Milburn explained. “Tell me, Avery. Have you ever had a crush on a woman before? An actress? A friend?”
    Avery thought for a moment. “I did have a close friend in school. She wanted to branch out and be a part of a group but I only wanted the one friend. I was so jealous of the time she spent with the other girls. I wanted her all to myself. But I never thought about her in a…a sexual way. I wouldn’t have. I was too young.”
    “How do you feel about this woman you’ve been seeing?”
    Avery inhaled. Butterflies flitted in her belly. “I don’t know if I can put it into words. Excited. Sort of…well… Hopeful.”
    “Do you imagine doing things with her outside your fetish?”
    “I’ve thought about making love to her away from the office , just to see what it’s like.” Avery stopped talking as she realized just how much Darby intrigued her.
    “Has she made advances of that nature toward you?”
    Avery shook her head. “Her relationship with her last patient ended badly. I think Darby is concerned about becoming too intimate.”
    Dr. Milburn’s lips formed a sympathetic smile. “And intimacy is the very thing you’re trying to find.”
    “It hasn’t even started yet and it sounds sort of hopeless, doesn’t it?” Avery asked. “Besides, she made it clear she’s not interested in that sort of relationship between us.”
    “Have you considered that you might enjoy a future relationship with a different woman?”
    Avery’s lips parted. Right now, she couldn’t think past Darby and how, after only two appointments, her entire world had upended. She felt as if someone had cracked her open sexually and then scrambled her senses.
    Dr. Milburn shifted in his chair. “When we began discussing your fetish, you mentioned that you’d only ever imagined a female medical professional performing procedures on you.”
    “Yes.”
    “I think in the coming days, you should examine this attraction and need for female attention. Is your need based on the fetish or are you genuinely attracted to other women?” Dr. Milburn asked rhetorically.
    Avery nodded, trying to sort it all out even now. The women in her fantasies had never had a face until now. “Do you think my attraction to Darby might be because she’s fulfilled my fantasy?”
    “That’s possible,” Dr. Milburn said. “But there are myriad possibilities in the realm of fetish sex. The relationships can be very intricate and also delicate. You must understand that as much as you desire to submit, Darby needs to feel in control.”
    Avery grimaced. “I totally took control away from her today. No wonder she freaked.”
    Milburn nodded. “If Darby has set up ground rules, then I’m afraid your professional relationship might be at stake with her if you cross the line. You’ve got a lot to think about in the next few days. Feel free to call me if you need to sort things out by talking.”
    As he stood, Avery gained her feet along with him. “Thanks for seeing me on such short notice,” she told him as she shook his hand.
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