have batted an eyelid anyway, but it signalled the end of Nathanâs confessional session, because he jumped up then and told me he had to be going and that heâd see me that afternoon as planned.
I decided Iâd investigate further. I knew William was a friend of Nathanâs so it would be sensible to alert their head of year in any case; even if he didnât know anything, he could obviously keep an ear out. Iâd also make a copy for Gary in child protection, as it would be him whoâd pass it on to social services.
And was Martin right after all? Did Nathan simply have an overactive imagination? Or was there more to it? Nathan had spouted it all out to me so matter of factly that he might as well have been telling me that he had just learned how to ride a bike! Curiouser and curiouser, and not in a good way.
It didnât take me long to do the report, and I duly printed two copies and took them to both of my colleaguesâ in-trays. When I returned to my office, via a coffee stop, and found Gary there waiting for me, my first thought â and comment â was, âThat was quick!â
âI must have missed you by moments,â he said, following me inside and shutting the door. âAnd Iâm afraid that at least some of this
is
true.â
I groaned, but, at the same time, felt a small spark of vindication. âIt is?â
âWe had Williamâs mother here last night. It seems that something
did
happen in the toilets yesterday and, according to William, Nathan initiated it. Forced himself on Will, by all accounts â the boyâs apparently quite traumatised. He was going to keep it to himself, though, by all accounts, but apparently Nathan was keen to tell pretty much anyone in earshot that Will and he had sex and loved each other.â He sighed a weary sigh. âSo, of course, everyone began calling Will names, so he told his mum and â well, you can imagine. Sheâs not very happy.â
âI donât doubt it,â I said. âYou know, we really need that report from the psychologist. In fact, maybe he needs a formal re-assessment anyway. Itâs already clear that Nathan isnât able to be mainstreamed without full-time supervision, and this just adds weight to that, doesnât it? And you know, Gary, I
still
think that there are underlying factors at home. I just donât accept this âpeculiar childâ tag he seems to have been saddled with.â
Gary concluded that â thankfully â he was inclined to agree with me and would address the matter with the educational psychologist at once. âIâll put another child protection referral through,â he added. âGiven the explicit nature of Nathanâs revelations, they can hardly
not
act, at least in some way. Fingers crossed.â
âDuly crossed,â I said. âAnd toes, too, for good measure.â
That afternoon, as planned, Nathan attended his appointment with me. The buzz phrase at the time was âlife space interviewsâ, where I would simply encourage a child to talk about anything and not interfere with their flow. I would use prompt words to keep them on track if it helped achieve that, but in the main it was all about active listening and the making of (very) discreet notes.
I was determined to make the most of this opportunity with Nathan, who breezed in as usual, thankfully oblivious to the waves heâd set rolling, and came around the back of my desk to stand beside me.
âItâs good to see you, Miss,â he said, as if weâd been parted for many months. âDo you bring your make-up to school? I really love your lip gloss.â
âNo, sweetie,â I said, âI put it on in the morning and just hope that it lasts.â
âAnd does it?â he asked, scrutinising me. âRight till bedtime?â
I told him no lip gloss in the world would last through fish and chips and mushy peas,