in the beginning; Iâm going to be here at the end, and however it ends up is how it ends up.
After we hung up, I found out later, Bob threw out his soup. He suddenly had no appetite.
Keenan took me to the emergency room. X-rays confirmed it was broken. At the hospital, I was asked for my autograph; Iâm right-handed and couldnât sign. So I was asked for photos. While hooked up to IV lines.
The next day, Keenan, Bob, and I went to see the surgeon. One of the things about being at the University of Michigan, which after the incident two years before I knew full well, is that they have there some of the greatest doctors and nurses in the world. The surgeon said we had two options:
Let it heal on its own, which would take a while. Thatâs what most people do, the doctor said. Your hand would be in a cast for maybe six weeks, he said.
I said, whatâs the other choice?
Surgery, he said, the advantage of which would be that the bone would be put back into place then and there with a pin, and youâd simply wait for the stitches to come out. About ten days, he said.
That was a no-brainer.
Surgery it was. âYouâre talking only one pin?â Bob said, mindful that the prior break had involved three screws and a plate.
I said, âWhenâs the next available date?â
They couldnât schedule the surgery immediately; it would be a few days away.
Meanwhile, Bob heard, âTen days,â and thought, okay, maybe this isnât the end of the world. What my clumsiness had done, he made clear, was eliminate my margins. Before the break, I maybe had some wiggle room in my schedule. Now I would have none.
âYou can still do this,â Bob told me. âBut are you ready to listen?â
âYes.â
âStarting right now,â he said, âyouâre going to have to do every single thing I ask you to do. Youâre going to have to do it my way.â
I thought to myself, this is not going to be fun. But thatâs not what I said.
âOkay,â I said. âIâll do it.â
I finally worked up the courage to call Mom and tell her, too. That is, I called during school hours, when I knew she would be working and wouldnât have her cell phone with her, and got voice mail. Mom, I said, Iâve had this little incident on the curb; itâs okay, Keenanâs taking care of me; talk to you later.
When Mom heard that, she said later, she thought, Oh, good God.
We had gone to the doctor in the morning. That afternoon, per Bobâs instructions, I was on a stationary bike.
For me, riding a stationary bike is one of the most boring activities imaginable. Itâs horrible. One of the worst things Iâve ever done. Some people think swimming is boring or monotonous. Not me; swimming is fun. Riding a stationary bike is the least amount of fun possible. The thing was, though, I knew I needed to keep working out. The bike was making my legs stronger. Much as I didnât want to do it, I did it. It was the right thing to do. I had given Bob my word. I was going to do exactly what he wanted, exactly how he wanted it done. I rode that bike every day until I underwent the surgery. Bob gave me a day, maybe two, and then I was back on the bike. A few days after that, I had my hand in a plastic bag, and I was back in the water, kicking.
In a weird way, the broken wrist gave me an urgency that in the long run turned out to be a positive.
Right after Thanksgiving, at the short-course national championships in Atlantaâshort course in the United States usually means the races are held in a 25-yard poolâI dove in against Ryan Lochte in the 200-yard individual medley. Ryan set an American record, 1:40.08; I finished second in 1:41.32, Eric Shanteau came in third at 1:44.12. Bob couldnât have been more pleased. Here I had not even had the chance to swim even 50 yards of butterfly since the break and yet I could step it up against Ryan,