pocket money. Thereâs this girl I like and she wonât give me the time of day. You wonât even let me get a damned car!â
âDonât you cuss me!â she flashed at him. âDonât you dare!â
âLet me out.â He reached for the door handle, his eyes daring her. âIâll do it, I swear. Stop this car and let me out!â
âClay, where are you going?!â she demanded when he was on the pavement.
âSomewhere I can be what I want to be,â he said harshly. âIâm not your little boy, Becky, Iâm your brother! You just donât get it, do you? Iâm not a kid you can order around! Iâm a man!â
She slumped a little, stretched toward the open door, her hazel eyes weary, her face heavily lined. âOh, Clay,â she said heavily. âClay, what am I going to do now?â She broke down, and tears ran down her cheeks.
He hesitated, torn between standing up for his independence and erasing that look from Beckyâs face. He hadnât meant to hurt her, but he wasnât quite in control of himself these days. He had these violent mood swingsâ¦.
He slid back inside the car and closed the door, eyeing her warily. He felt suddenly older as he realized how much an act her strength really was. Guilt sat on him like a rock. He should never had added to her burden by acting like a stupid kid.
âLook, it will be all right,â he began hesitantly. âBecky, please stop crying.â
âGranddad will die,â she whispered. She dug for a handkerchief in her purse and wiped her eyes. âHeâll find out, no matter how hard we try to keep it from him.â
âHey. How about if we move to Savannah?â he suggested, and smiled. âWe could build yachts and get rich.â
That brightness lifted her spirits. She smiled back. âDad would find out that we had money and come looking for us,â she said with graveyard humor.
âThey said heâd been arrested. Did you know?â he asked her.
She nodded her head.
He leaned back in his seat, glancing out the window. âBecky, why did he run out on us when Mama died?â
âHe ran out on us long before that. You wouldnât remember, but he was always out with the boys, even when you and Mack were being born. I donât think he was ever around when we really needed him. Mama gave up eventually.â
âDonât you give up, Becky,â he said suddenly, turning his gaze back to hers. âIâll take care of things, donât you worry.â He was already thinking of ways that he could make enough money to take some of the financial burden off her shoulders. The Harris boys had made one or two suggestions. He didnât have Beckyâs conscience, and there was plenty of money to be made. What she didnât know wouldnât hurt her, and heâd be careful not to get caught twice.
âOkay.â She turned into the driveway, wondering how to break the news to their grandfather, how to cope with the future.
She hoped Clay would do what the juvenile officer had told him to. She hoped that being arrested had scared him. Maybe it would keep him straight.
She didnât know what to do. Life had become too complicated. She wanted to run away.
âWhat are you thinking?â Clay asked with dark perception.
âI was thinking about the chocolate cake Iâm going to bake for supper,â she hedged, and smiled at him. The smile took more effort than Clay would ever know.
CHAPTER THREE
G randdad took the news of Clayâs arrest better than Becky had expected him to. It was a blessing that Clay had been arrested in town, and not at home. To his credit, he didnât balk at going to school, for once. He got on the bus without an argument, with Mack right behind him.
Becky settled Granddad in his armchair in the living room, concerned at his silence.
âAre you going to be all right?â
Justine Dare Justine Davis