seventeen. And if the crime is severe enough, the district attorney would be within his authority to have you prosecuted as an adult. If you keep messing around with drugs, inevitably youâll serve time. I wish I could show you what that means. Our prisons are overcrowded, and even the best of them are hellholes for young offenders. If you donât like being ordered around by your sister, you sure as hell arenât going to like being some older boyâs imitation girlfriend.â He stared at Clay. âDo you understand what I mean, son? Theyâd pass you around like a new toy.â
Clay reddened. âThey wouldnât! Iâd fightâ¦!â
âYouâd lose. Think about it. Meanwhile, youâre going to get some counseling,â the juvenile officer said. âWeâve set up appointments for you at the mental health clinic. Youâll be required to go. I hope you understand that this is Kilpatrickâs idea, and that heâll check on you periodically. I wouldnât advise you to miss a session.â
âDamn Kilpatrick,â Clay said harshly.
âThatâs not a good attitude to take,â Brady warned quietly. âYouâre in a lot of trouble. Kilpatrick can be your worst enemy or your best friend. You wouldnât like him as an enemy.â
Clay muttered something and averted his eyes to the window. He looked as if he hated the whole world.
Becky knew exactly how he felt. She wanted to cry. She clasped her hands together to keep them from trembling.
âOkay, Clay, you can go with your sister for now. Weâll talk again.â
âAll right,â Clay said tautly. He got up and reluctantly shook hands with the man. âCome on, Sis. Letâs go home.â
She didnât speak. She walked to the car like a zombie and got in behind the wheel, barely waiting for Clay to shut his door before she drove away. Inside, she felt sick all the way to her soul.
âIâm sorry I got caught,â Clay said when they were halfway home. âI guess youâre having a pretty hard time of it, being stuck with Granddad and me and Mack.â
âIâm not stuck with it,â she lied. âI love you all.â
âLove shouldnât make prisons of peopleâs lives,â Clay said. He glanced sideways at her, with a crafty look in his eyes that she didnât see. âReally, Becky, I didnât know what I was getting into.â
âIâm sure you didnât,â she said, forgiving him anything, just as she always had. She managed a smile. âI just donât know what to do, how to cope. The district attorney was pretty rough.â
âThat Kilpatrick man,â he muttered icily. âGod, I hate him! He came to see me at that juvenile hall. He stared right through me and made me feel like a worm. He said Iâd wind up just like Dad.â
âYou wonât,â she said stubbornly. âHe had no right to say such a thing!â
âHe didnât want to let me go,â Clay said hesitantly. âHe tried to talk Mr. Brady into putting me in reform school. He got upset when he couldnât get him to agree. He says anybody who fools with drugs deserves to go to jail.â
âMr. Kilpatrick can go to hell,â she said fiercely. âWeâll get by.â
âLook,â he began. âI could get a jobâafter school, you know. I could make some moneyâ¦â
âIâm doing fine,â she said, almost choking on the words. âYou donât need to get a job,â she added, missing the flash of anger on his face. âIâll take care of you, just like I always have. You finish school and go to work then. Youâve only got this year to go. Thatâs not so much.â
âLook, Iâm seventeen!â he burst out. âI donât need looking after anymore! Iâm sick of nothing but working around the farm and never having any