have an affair. But only an affair.
She couldnât stop the words that spilled from her. âYou want an affair?â
He looked from Kara to Stacy. âSweetie, why donât you go wash your hands for breakfast?â
Stacy sighed, but she slid off her chair.
The minute she was gone, Gabe said, âYou canât read anything into my explanation to a four-year-old.â
âSo you didnât mean what you said?â
He rubbed his hand along his nape. âWhich part?â
âThe part about us only being boyfriend and girlfriend.â
âKara, youâve been my assistant for a whole year. Now suddenly youâre this beautiful, tempting woman and Iââ
âYou what? Want to sleep with me but donât want anything permanent?â
âItâs a little soon to talk about something permanent.â
All right. Sheâd give him that. âWhat about serious?â
âWhat about serious?â He ran his hand along his neck again. âIâm not going to lie. Even serious scares me. I never want to get into another situation like I had with my ex-wife.â
Her heart dipped. âYou believe I would run out on you?â
He didnât say anything but the answer was written on his face. He didnât trust her. After an entire year of being the most loyal assistant in the world, he didnât trust her.
âIâve shown you myself, my real self, for an entire year. This week I told you my secrets. And you still donât trust me?â
âI donât trust the system.â
âWhat system?â
âMarriage and promises. Theyâve never worked for me.â
âTheyâve never worked for me! My God, my mum wouldnât even feed me, yet I trust you.â
âIâm sorry. I just canât trust. And if you decide to be with me, thatâs something youâre going to have to accept as part of the deal.â
âYou think this is a deal?â
âYou think this isnât?â
She glanced around wildly, her poor unloved heart knotting in her chest. He thought of their relationship as a business deal? And why not? Thatâs how he looked at everything.
âYou know what? Iâm going home.â
Chapter Eight
The sound of the front door closing barely registered in Gabeâs confused mind. By the time it had, heâd raced to the entryway but the taxi in front of his house was already driving off.
Holding the Motherâs Day card his daughter had made for Kara, he backed away from the front door slowly. His heart jackhammered in his chest. His pulse thumped. His brain overloaded.
In a few days, Kara had gone from being his assistant to being a womanâa very attractive woman he was interested in romantically. Theyâd shared three kisses. Theyâd also bonded on a level that took them beyond friends. But was it enough to consider something serious? To bring her into Stacyâs life on a regular basis? To allow his little girl to grow attached to her? To let himself grow attached to her?
Just the thought sent fear skittering down his spine. Heâd been burned. When his ex had left him and Stacy, heâd walked around his house like a zombie for three weeks before heâd pulled himself together. After that, heâd vowed to protect himself from that ever happening again. And Kara believed a few kisses changed all that?
He headed to the kitchen. âStacy! Letâs get our bathing suits on. Maybe we can find the triplets.â
They left the beach house ten minutes later. The McKenzies werenât anywhere in sight, so he and Stacy began building a sandcastle. But every time he went for water to fill the bucket, he remembered how this had been Karaâs first ever trip to the ocean. Remembered the laughter in her eyes and the excitement in her voice.
He squeezed his eyes shut. He couldnât be missing her already. It hadnât even been an hour. And they