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âYouâre new here, right?â
âYeah. Just moved here last week.â
âWelcome. I think Iâve heard about you.â
âReally? What have you heard?â
âHow has everyone been treating you?â he asks, ignoring my question.
âOkay, I guess.â
âGood. Good.â
âHas anyone signed up for the pen pal one with people in the service?â
âA few,â he says. âIs that the one you want to join?â
âNo. Just wanted to see if people were doing it.â
âGot family in the service?â
âMy brother.â
âGod bless him,â Frank says, smiling at me kind of creepily. I just nod awkwardly until he looks back at his papers and says, âWhat committee would you like to join?â
âI really liked the idea of doing a talent show for sick kids. Did that idea get chosen?â
âIt did. Meetings start in two weeks. Iâll be posting the schedule next week. These things take a lot of planning. Iâm glad youâre joining in.â
âWe didnât really have stuff like this at my last school.â
âNo fundraisers?â he asks.
âWell, we had a few bake sales, but the money always went to the school. I like that these projects help other people.â
âThatâs what we like here. Service is a big part of this school. Whether itâs worshipping the Lord or helping those in need, weâre there. You know,â he says, squinting at me intensely, âin case you were wondering, good deeds arenât what make you glorious in Godâs eyes. I mean, sure, He loves good deeds. But if itâs heaven youâre worried about, just accepting Him and worshipping Him is all He requires. Good deeds alone donât get you into heaven.â
âActually, I just really like volunteering. But thanks. Thatâs, uh, really interesting.â
âWell, if you have any questions about school or faith or anything at all, Iâd like you to know that you can come talk to me.â
âSure. Thanks. Well, I should get to my next class.â
âThanks for stopping by.â
I close his door behind me and shake my head. They really like reminding people about hell around here. How could it not matter whether or not youâre a good person? What the hell does Jesus want from a kid anyway? If being nice doesnât even win me any points in this Christian town, how am I going spend the next three years here?
After school, Tess and I pick up her little brothers from the elementary school and walk home together. Angela stays late and plays basketball, so itâs up to Tess to walk the boys home.
Every day, once we hit our street, I hang back while they walk to her house. Tess said, âItâs just easier if they donât know how much weâre hanging out.â
Today her dad drives by as weâre walking, stops the car, and says, âKids, get in.â Without hesitation, they do.
No, Hello, new kid. Welcome to the block. Not even a nod in my direction.
I walk the rest of the way home alone. About two minutes after I walk in the door my cell phone rings. Itâs Tess.
âIâm sorry about my dad.â
âYeah, well. Itâs a good thing he didnât hear me talk in science today. He might have run me down too.â
âI told him youâre going to church on Sunday.â
âWas he impressed?â
âIt was a start . . .â
âWhat do you mean by a start?â
âI kind of had to tell him that Iâm trying to save you. And that youâre into it.â
âOkay, sure. If that gets him off your back.â
âI wish it were that easy. He wants you to come to dinner on Sunday to prove your dedication.â
âCrap. Seriously?â
âI wouldnât ask, but I wonât be allowed to hang out with you anymore if you donât.â
âOkay. I guess Iâll be