him under the soft light. His hair, a dark, rich ebony, fell at an angle across his forehead and brushed the back collar of his shirt. Struck by the urge to smooth it with her fingertips, she shifted her gaze to his face.
At the look in his eyes, her pulse quickened. It had been a long time since any man had looked at her with such desire. And even longer, she admitted, since she had felt any response.
Shaken, Amanda pulled her hand free as the waiter served their salads.
âSince you like kids so much, Iâm surprised you donât have any of your own.â
Amandaâs chest tightened. She had wanted children, had been thrilled to gain a stepdaughter when sheâd married Adam. She had even hoped to fill their home with more children. But that had been before sheâd discovered Adamâs secret, before sheâd suffered the humiliation of his deception. âThings donât always work out the way we plan,â she said, trying to sound nonchalant.
âNo, they donât.â An odd expression crossed his face, then quickly disappeared. âDo you see much of your ex-husbandâs daughter since the divorce?â
âKimberly and Iââ Amanda paused, her fork in midair. âHow did you know I had a stepdaughter?â
âSister Mary Grace mentioned it.â
Surprised, Amanda set down her fork. She narrowed her eyes. âWhy on earth would she do that?â
Michael shrugged. âI was asking her about you and I guess it sort of came up in the conversation.â
âI see,â Amanda said, growing irritated. Dear friend or not, she wished she could get her hands around Gracieâs neck.
âDonât be upset with Sister. I was the one asking the questions.â
âDid it ever occur to you to ask me?â
âI did,â he said, a slight edge in his voice. âBut if youâll recall, you werenât exactly forthcoming.â
âSo you decided to ask Sister Mary Grace?â
âYes,â he replied evenly. âI told you, I believe in going after what I want.â
And he wanted her, Amanda finished silently. âWhat else did the dear Sister tell you?â she asked, too annoyed by the thought of him learning the details of her personal life to keep the sarcasm from her voice.
âThat youâve been divorced about eighteen months, are disgusted with men in general, and that if my interest in you is genuine, I should be prepared for a tough battle.â Michael flashed her a disarming grin. âShe also said it was going to take a lot more than a handsome face and sexy smile to break through that Boston reserve of yours.â
Amanda wanted to crawl under the table. âI canât believe she said that. Sheâs a nun for heavenâs sake.â
âYeah. Surprised me, too. I think she was trying to scare me off.â Michael chuckled and shot her a considering look. âBut as you can see, I donât frighten easily.â
âObviously,â Amanda said, feeling exposed and vulnerable, and hating it.
âAll I wanted was to get to know you better,â he said gently. âI never meant to upset you.â
âIâm not upset, just embarrassed.â His sincerity touched her.
âThereâs no need to be.â He gave her a disarming smile. âWhat do you say we call a truce and enjoy dinner? I promise Antonioâs manicotti is the best in the city.â
Amanda nodded her acquiesence.
Three hours later she was glad she had agreed to the truce. She couldnât remember the last time she had laughed so much in one eveningâor had so much fun. And playing putt-putt, no less.
Smiling, Amanda leaned her head back against the seat of the car and listened to the soft melody playing on the radio as they headed for her home.
âPenny for your thoughts,â Michael offered.
She shifted her gaze to him. âOnly a penny?â she teased, feeling lighthearted.