costs a lot, Clayâthe only thing in its favor. For the rest, it makes you sleepy, and I didnât come here to sleep.â Putting the bottle back without letting him open it, she found a Château Margaux and pulled the cork herself. âClaretâs all right,â she said. âItâs light, it leaves your head clear, and goes fine with steak. That otherâitâs for the tourists, really.â Such Escoffier talk delighted him, and he spent an enchanted evening, listening to tales about Elly, his beauty, his angelic disposition, how he was loved in the day nursery where she put him each morning on going to work.
But later, stretched out once more by the fire, she reverted to the future, the first time she had since he brought the subject up. âYou know,â she said quietly, taking his hand, âIâm beholden to you for opening my eyes toâeverything. The spot that Iâm in, Clay. I never realized before what a heads-I-lose-tails-I-canât-win proposition Iâm up against. Because thatâs true, isnât it? That even by marking time I canât get anything or get anything for Elly, can I? If I try for a settlement now, all I can get is alimony, which stops when I marry you, and an allowance for him. And if I wait, itâs exactly the same, with Elly nowhere, either, unless Alec shouldâdie. Clay, they talk about four-letter words, but that little three-letter one is the worst in the language for me. Itâs the truth, though, isnât it? That once the old manâisnât here any more Alec has toâ die âI must make myself say itâbefore either one, Elly or I, canâshare. Well, as I said, you opened my eyes, and thanks. The next thing is, what now?â
It was some moments before he said: âIâve told you what I think. You canât make an omelet without breaking some eggs. Leave him, go to Reno, marry meâand get on with your life. So far as Elly goes, heâll be no worse off. Iâm not starving to death, I remind you. Iâm plenty able to raise him.â
âClay, that touches me so.â
âWill you think it over?â
âI will. I promise. And will you think it over?â
â... Think what over, Sally?â
âThere must be some other way!â
âWhatâs wrong with this way? My way?â
âBut it seems so awful, Clay! To have my child cut off! Just left out on a limb! With no way to get itâthe money thatâs rightfully his!â
âIn due time he can inherit!â
âYes, but when is that?â
âFor that youâll have to ask God.â
âYouâre thinking it over, all right. You have thought it over, and youâve come to the end of the plank. Youâre throughâyou donât see that girl any more.â
5
N EXT EVENING, INSTEAD OF camping by the window, he lit the floor lamps, put on a Tchaikovsky album, and at luxurious ease sat himself down to listen. The 1812, one of his favorites, was banging briskly along when the phone rang. Smiling icily to himself, he let it go on without answering. Romeo and Juliet had started when it rang again, and again he did nothing about it. But twenty minutes later his inside phone rang, and Doris told him: âLady to see you, sir.â Caught by surprise, he hesitated, then said: âSend her up.â He cut off the music and stood thinking, trying to fathom why Sally, so frightened of being seen, and having a key of her own to come in the back way, should be showing herself now down in the front lobby. Making nothing of it, he went out in the hall to meet her, closing the door after him and resolving she shouldnât get in, no matter what kind of excuse, what weird, farfetched tale, he would have to come up with. But what stepped from the elevator wasnât Sally at all, but an apparition in black, with crimson hat, gloves, bag, and shoes, that eyed him for a moment and
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