distractedly. âWait a bitâ¦â
âI wonâtâ¦I canâtâ¦â Her voice choked on the words and she averted her eyes from the long back of the man who was turned away from her. âBye, Dad!â
She was out the door in a flash, and within two minutes sheâd loaded her cases into the trunk and opened the door. But before she could get in, Powell was towering over her.
âGet a grip on yourself,â he said curtly, forcing her to look at him. âYou wonât do your father any favors by landing in a ditch in the middle of nowhere!â
She shivered at the nearness of him and deliberately backed away, her gray eyes wide, accusing.
âYou look so fragile,â he said, as if the words were torn from him. âDonât you eat?â
âI eat enough.â She steadied herself on the door. âGoodbye.â
His big hand settled beside hers on the top of the door. âWhy was Dawson Rutherford here a couple of nights ago?â
The question was totally unexpected. âIs that your business?â she asked coldly.
He smiled mockingly. âIt could be. Rutherfordâs father ruined mine, or didnât you remember? I donât intend to let his son ruin me.â
âMy father and George Rutherford were friends.â
âAnd you and George were lovers.â
She didnât say a word. She only looked at him. âYou know the truth,â she said wearily. âYou just donât want to believe it.â
âGeorge paid your way through college,â he reminded her.
âYes, he did,â she agreed, smiling. âAnd I rewarded him by graduating with honors, second in my graduating class. He was a philanthropist and the best friend my family ever had. I miss him.â
âHe was a rich old man with designs on you, whether youâll admit it or not!â
She searched his deep-set black eyes. They never smiled. He was a hard man, and the passing years had only added to his sarcastic, harsh demeanor. Heâd grown up dirt poor, looked down on in the community because of his parents. Heâd struggled to get where he was, and she knew how difficult it had been. But his hard life had warped his perception of people. He looked for the worst, always. Sheâd known that, somehow, even when they were first engaged. And now, he was the sum of all the tragedies of his life. Sheâd loved him so much, sheâd tried to make up to him for the love heâd never had, the life his circumstances had denied him. But even while he was courting her, heâd loved Sally most. Heâd told Antonia so, when he broke their engagement and called her a streetwalker with a price tagâ¦.
âYouâre staring,â he said irritably, ramming his hands into the pockets of his dark slacks.
âI was remembering the way you used to be, Powell,â she said simply. âYou havenât changed. Youâre still the loner who never trusted anyone, who always expected people to do their worst.â
âI believed in you,â he replied solemnly.
She smiled. âNo, you didnât. If you had, you wouldnât have swallowed Sallyâs lies withoutââ
âDamn you!â
He had her by both shoulders, his cigar suddenly lying in the snow at their feet. He practically shook her, and she winced, because she was willow thin and he had the grip of a horseman, developed after long years of back-breaking ranch work long before he ever made any money at it.
She looked up into blazing eyes and wondered dimly why she wasnât afraid of him. He looked intimidating with his black eyes flashing and his straight black hair falling down over his thick eyebrows.
âSally didnât lie!â he reiterated. âThatâs the hell of it, Antonia! She was gentle and kind and she never lied to me. She cried when you had to leave town over what happened. She cried for weeks and weeks, because she
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