hadnât wanted to tell me what she knew about you and George! She couldnât bear to see you two-timing me!â
She pulled away from him with a strength she didnât know she had. âShe deserved to cry!â she said through her teeth.
He called her a name that made her flush. She only smiled.
âSticks and stones, Powell,â she said in a steady, if husky, tone. âBut if you say that again, youâll get the same thing I gave you the summer after I started college.â
He remembered very well the feel of her shoe on his shin. Even through his anger, he had to stifle a mental smile at the memory. Antonia had always had spirit. But he remembered other things, too; like her refusal to talk to him after her motherâs death, when heâd offered help. Sally had been long dead by then, but Antonia wouldnât let him close enough to see if she still felt anything for him. She wouldnât even now, and it caused him to lose his temper when heâd never meant to. She wouldnât let go of the past. She wouldnât give him a chance to find out if there was anything left of what theyâd felt for each other. She didnât care.
The knowledge infuriated him.
âNow, if youâre quite through insulting me, I have to go home,â she added firmly.
âI could have helped, when your mother died,â he said curtly. âYou wouldnât even see me!â
He sounded as if her refusal to speak to him had hurt. What a joke that would be. She didnât look at him again. âI had nothing to say to you, and Dad and I didnât want your help. One way or another, you had enough help from us to build your fortune.â
He scowled. âWhat the hell do you mean by that?â
She did look up, then, with a mocking little smile. âHave you forgotten already? Now if youâll excuse meâ¦?â
He didnât move. His big fists clenched by his sides as she just walked around him to get into the car.
She started it, put it into Reverse, and pointedly didnât look at him again, not even when she was driving off down the street toward the main highway. And if her hands shook, he couldnât see them.
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He stood watching, his boots absorbing the freezing cold of the snow around them, snowflakes touching the wide brim of his creamy Stetson. He had no idea what sheâd meant with that last crack. It made him furious that he couldnât even get her to talk to him. Nine years. Heâd smoldered for nine years with seething outrage and anger, and he couldnât get the chance to air it. He wanted a knock-down, drag-out argument with her, he wanted to get everything in the open. He wantedâ¦second chances.
âDo you want some hot chocolate?â Ben Hayes called from the front door.
Powell didnât answer him for a minute. âNo,â he said in a subdued tone. âThanks, but Iâll pass.â
Ben pulled his housecoat closer around him. âYou can damn her until you die,â he remarked quietly. âBut it wonât change one thing.â
Powell turned and faced him with an expressionthat wasnât easily read. âSally didnât lie,â he said stubbornly. âI donât care what anyone says about it. Innocent people donât run, and they both did!â
Ben studied the tormented eyes in that lean face for a long moment. âYou have to keep believing that, donât you,â he asked coldly. âBecause if you donât, youâve got nothing at all to show for the past nine years. The hatred youâve saved up for Antonia is all thatâs left of your life!â
Powell didnât say another word. He strode angrily back to his four-wheel-drive vehicle and climbed in under the wheel.
Chapter Three
A ntonia made it back to Tucson without a hitch, although there had been one or two places along the snow-covered roads that gave her real problems. She was shaken, but it