hoarding gold in his mountain lair.
I cracked my neck and returned to calculus. Homework was a bitch, especially since this year Iâd be doing it in the free time I had between school, work, and community service. Not to mention I still had to look for scholarships and fill out college applications. And visit my damned therapist twice a week.
But I had to do it. Had to get it right this time. No screwups with my medicine, however much I hated the stuff. No distractions. I didnât have time to worry about what other people thought of me, yet I had toâif I seemed too on edge, too paranoid, it wouldnât matter what my grades were. If anyone decided I was crazy or dangerous, I could say good-bye to a future and hello to the Happy House.
Miles walked back into the gym and settled himself at the scorerâs table. For half a second he turned, stared up atme, and quirked that eyebrow, before facing the Spandex Squad again. The base of my skull tingled. I hadnât thought about it beforeâwhy hadnât I thought about it before? Miles. Miles was a genius. Miles liked to screw with people.
Miles didnât seem to particularly like me, and Iâd been antagonizing him all day. It would be easy for him to figure me out. Especially if I kept staring at him like I had in chemistry. Maybe I could head him off. Tell him about it before he found out, then beg for his silence or something.
Or you could grow some balls , said the little voice. That was probably the best option.
I turned my attention to the scoreboard. McCoy had made at least five different announcements about it today, and during each one somebody would mimic him and everyone would laugh.
âThereâs an urban legend about that scoreboard, you know.â Tucker appeared next to me, holding a Coke. I looked around. The bleachers were already full. How did that happen? I glanced over my shoulder, expecting someone to be standing there with a knife.
âReally?â I asked absentmindedly, doing a belated perimeter check. âSomehow I donât find that surprising.â
Cliff Ackerley and a few other football player types stood at the foot of the bleachers, holding up signs for Ria Wolf, who I gathered was the starting setter. I spotted CeliaHendricks on the edge of a bigger group of students who didnât look like they were putting any effort toward actually watching the game. Parents filed into the gym from the rotunda, holding popcorn and hot dogs and wearing shirts that read âGo Sabres!â
âWhat a ridiculous sport,â said a woman near me, her voice laced with acid. âVolleyball. They should call it âsluts in spandex.ââ
I searched for the disgruntled parent, but teenagers surrounded me. I squeezed myself into a smaller space.
âDid you hear that woman?â I asked Tucker.
âWhat woman?â
âThe one who said the thing about volleyball players being sluts.â
Tucker looked around. âAre you sure thatâs what you heard?â
I shook my head. âMustâve been nothing.â Iâd learned a long time ago that asking someone else if they heard something was much safer than asking them if they saw it. Most people didnât trust their ears as much as they trusted their eyes. Of course, auditory hallucinations were also the most common kind of hallucinations. Not good for me.
âNow cheerleading , thatâs a sport. A sport with dignity. You make it or you donât. Thereâs no gray area, not like with volleyball .â
Her voice mingled with the crowd and the squeak of shoes on the court, then faded out.
Tucker shifted beside me. âThe legend says that some chick who went to East Shoal years ago was so obsessed with high school that she refused to leave it, and, in a weird suicide stunt, made the scoreboard fall on herself. Now her soul inhabits the scoreboard, influencing matches to help East Shoal win. Or lose. Depends on