called. That is just what pop-type people say.
I rang Jas to tell her. âThe Stiff Dylans are cutting a new album, man.â
âWhy is it called Man ?â
Sometimes when I talk to Jas I can feel the will to live ebbing away.
sunday december 5th
Remind me never to go to a band rehearsal again. It is soooooo boring watching other people do stuff. And talking about themselves. And me notbeing in it. I just sat at the back and nodded my head for about a million years.
Also, I believe the rest of the lads think Iâm a bit weird. I donât know why. I have always been the height of sophisticosity around them. Well, apart from when Dom, the drummer, asked me what I was going to do at college and I said, âBackup dancing.â
Oh and also when I danced around at a gig in front of Domâs dad because I thought he was an American talent spotter, but he wasnât. He was just Domâs dad waiting to help them pack up. And he thought that I was trying to get off with him.
But apart from those two minor hiccups I have been sophisticosity all round, I like to think.
Anyway, here is a brief resume of my glorious night:
a) nodded my head for a million years
b) sat on a drum kit in the van on the way home
c) lost my balance and put my foot through the bass drum
d) had to be dropped off first because I had to be in by ten oâclock on a school night
Double merde .
At least when I have to do the boring old panto stuff I can have a bit of artistic license with Rosie.
I wonder how the nature snog went. I suppose Dave the Laugh went with Ellen.
I donât think that The Stiff Dylans think I am full of maturiosity. I think they think I am the Yoko Ono of the band and that I will split them up.
monday december 6th
I canât believe the poo-osity of my life. Hawkeye said that as âa special treatâ Rosie and I could help backstage at the panto every night until the final performance.
Hawkeye is without a doubt a sadist and exâprison warden. And probably a man.
panto rehearsals
I taught Nauseating P. Green to catch a mini Mars in her mouth from four feet. She is taking this dog business alarmingly seriously. She even brought me a stick, but as I said to Rosie, âI draw the line at tickling her tummy.â
Wet Lindsay was trying to take her tights off by herself when she lost her balance and nearly crashed into the sanitary towel dispenser. It reallycheered me up. She got the mega-hump when I was laughing and doing my impression of her crashing about stuck in a pair of tights. Which was vair vair amusing but old Tiny Forehead didnât think so. After calling me âa pathetic little twitâ she stomped off into a stall to get changed.
However, as any fool knows, I am the mistress of invention and with the aid of my compact mirror I was able to look under the door of the stall. I made Rosie come and have a look in the mirror because she didnât believe that Wet Lindsay wears a thong in real life. But she had to believe the evidence of her own peepers when she saw the thong nestling in Wet Lindsayâs bum-oley. RoRo had to have a reviving chewy fruit before she could speak again. Then she said, âI am very sensitive, you know. That sort of thing may ruin my chances of becoming a vet.â
So all is well that ends well.
10:00 p.m.
Our house had been a relatively loon-free zone, but it was too good to last. Uncle Eddie was round tonight. As usual, he came balding into my room with one of his hilarious âjokes.â He said, âCan across-eyed teacher control her pupils?â And looned off laughing like a bald loon.
10:15 p.m.
Robbie phoned and he didnât mention the bass drum incident, which is a plus. He said, âWhat have you been up to, sex kitty?â
Prrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!
midnight
I do feel like a bit of a French Resistance person, though, because I only see Robbie sort of in secret. There is no normal stuff with him. I said that to