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to me?… Would you kiss me against my will, not caring as I struggled against you, putting your hands all over my body, using such force until I ultimately submit to you … That would be way too much for someone with such a naïve little girlfriend.”
    She goes into the bedroom. I stand up and follow her,putting my arms around her from behind. I kiss her. As hard as I can. Her arms wrap around my back. Her tongue moves around gently inside my mouth.
    “… I thought you didn’t want me to.”
    She pulls her lips away to speak.
    “If you do all those things to me, I won’t let you go. Not until you are completely ruined.”
    She looks at me as if she pities me for being as worked up as I am. With that same look on her face, she brings her lips close to mine again. Her tongue intertwines with mine. She keeps her eyes narrowly open and, while continuing to stare at me, she kisses me as if she were inhaling me. I caress her breasts. Her scent wafts through the room. I let my lips trail across her neck. She unfastens the belt on my pants.
    “You’ll hate me soon enough. You’re still not ready for this.”
    As she speaks, she touches my penis. Caringly, as if she is even more concerned about my penis. Watching with studied amazement, now that I am so erect. She moves her fingers up and down.
    “If you leave that girl Yukie, I’ll do it for you. I’ll do anything for you. But … not today.”
    She keeps moving her fingers. Warmth and pleasure rise up. Her tongue darts into my mouth again.
    “Do you like it like this? Or this way?”
    Her lovely slender fingers entwine around my penis,tightening as they move up and down. It becomes impossible for me to keep a thought in my head. The pleasure builds up in my penis. I bury my face in her breasts.
    “If we keep at this …”
    “Go ahead and come.… Come! Come like a fool.”
    She murmurs in my ear. She places a towel over me, while she continues to move her hand. The movement of her fingers becomes intense. My breathing is ragged, I can’t take it any longer. I try to stop her hand, but she won’t let me. We kiss again and again. The pleasure intensifies, and I close my eyes. I ejaculate into her long slender fingers and the towel. My body quivers faintly with lingering pleasure. She strokes my face, and kisses my ear.
    “… Feel better? Now go home.”
    She is still smiling as she pulls away from me and stands up. She looks down at me.
    “Come back again … And,” her breath catches a little, “save me.”

6
    THE LIGHTS IN the room are glaring on the transparent acrylic glass.
    Yudai Kiharazaka looks tired again today. He wears a black sweat suit, the same as last time. He is looking straight at me with his lifeless eyes.
    —… I had a lot of things I wanted to say if I ever saw you again
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    Again, he manages not to change any part of his expression besides his mouth.
    —But there’s something more important.… Have you met with my sister?
    Behind him, there is a guard in uniform this time as well. He is not the same man as before.
    “Yes … Because I’m writing the book about you.”
    —Is that all?
    Suddenly I can feel the movement of her fingers. Her long slender fingers. I can also feel her breath. And the warmth of her body.
    “… That’s all.”
    —That’s a lie … Are you … prepared?
    I maintain contact with his lifeless eyes. I can feel the pressure—I want to look away but I hold out.
    “… What do you mean?”
    —You don’t know about my sister … She’s not the kind of woman you can just simply flirt with. Two men are dead because of her. So far
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    My heart starts to race. I have the feeling that he is looking directly at my chest. As if he is trying to ascertain how fast my heart is beating. Her fingers grip around me again.
    “… Dead?”
    —Suicides. My sister drove them to it. I don’t know the details though. There must be more of them who attempted suicide, who didn’t die … Quite the