Brazil, is the Patron Saint of the Hopeless. She was homesick for her parents in a shantytown inSão Paulo. Much of her savings was spent each winter on a two-month trip back to Brazil.
“I like to buy myself pretty clothes,” she laughed; a quick, masculine noise.
Vice in the Bois, thought Davies, must be a hideous, tortured misery for these people. Why do they do it? he wondered. It can’t be for money. To alleviate her black moods Pia took alcohol, cocaine and marijuana. She craved the love of a real relationship, but she knew men never fall in love with
travelos
. Some of her Bois friends had committed suicide from despair. All professional
travelos
have the regular hormone treatment, silicone operations and expensive weekly hair removal necessary to prevent reversion to visible masculinity. Life consists of the taunts of voyeurs, the fear of murder by weirdos or mugging by one of the many Bois predators, the dubious pleasure of twenty or more possibly diseased clients per night in all weather, and the never-ending cost of unnatural medical inputs. Since there is no way of saving money the only apparent gain is the ability to remain a transsexual.
They chatted together in the tiny motel room for three hours. Pia understood that Davies wanted her to entertain an important customer in the Bois the following Tuesday night. If the man failed to turn up, she would still be paid by Davies and they would try again on successive Tuesdays. She looked at a photograph of the judge until she was certain she would recognize him. She also memorized the details of his Citroën. She accepted Davies’s assurances that she would be able to ply her trade on the agreed-upon night or nights at the prime Bois site that he had described to her, for the normal occupants would be well paid to accept her temporary presence there.
Davies took Pia back to her lodgings not long beforedawn, but first he drove her to the chosen site and together they walked into the forest to a section of loose undergrowth unlittered by the ubiquitous condoms of the well-used patches.
Excited at the prospect of major earnings in the near future and grasping the half-empty whiskey bottle, Pia waved fondly at the departing Davies.
The judge slipped into his astrakhan overcoat and looked about his office close to the Ile de la Cité. He was a careful man and cheated on his wife with the same attention to detail as he handled his cases. Nothing was left to chance. From time to time he did work for the security service and not all of it was savory. For many reasons it was wise to be circumspect.
In the underground car park he selected the keys to the old Citroën ID19. Only the attendant knew about the Citroën and he was tipped to the eyebrows. The world in general, and certainly his family, associated the judge only with his black Alfa-Romeo. But he still felt a sliver of unease. Despite the many threats he had received over the years he was never able to ignore open hostility and the woman last month had been especially venomous. He had put the three brothers from Marseilles away for life for murder and conspiracy to blackmail. Quite which one the woman belonged to was uncertain, but he remembered her beetle-black eyes above the mink coat and the intensity of her brittle scream: “You bastard. You destroy his life. Now I destroy yours.” He made an effort to forget her, to concentrate on the sharp pleasures of the immediate future.
Two years ago, driving home through the Bois de Boulogne in the early morning, the judge had chanced to pass a teenage transvestite named Zita. Whether it was his mood at the time, the flux of the moon, or merely theeffect of his headlights on her cheekbones and thighs, he did not bother to ponder. She possessed a magnificent body, pert little breasts and ash-blond, shoulder-length hair. He later discovered that Zita alternated a wardrobe of ten wigs, but by then he was hooked.
His table of Rotarian colleagues met on Tuesday