dress and into my new Juicy Couture velour sweats and matching top. Iâm glad I brought my momâs wrap along because it is chilly out here and Iâm still in the car. I can only imagine how cold itâs going to be by the beach.
âI somehow doubt that seriously,â Jeremy says in a bitter tone. âBy the way, that was a sweet gift Chance gave you the other day.â I know heâs not jealous of Chanceâs Christmas gift from the cast party last weekend. This foolâs really tripping. I wonder if hating is a communicable disease because everyone around me seems to be catching it.
âOh, come on. Youâre not seriously tripping over a framed program?â But the way that Jeremyâs jaw just tightened its clench tells me he is. Damn, dudes are worse than females when they get emotional.
âChance and I are just friends, you know that.â
âYeah, best friends. He probably gets the entire answer to his questions when he asks.â I didnât realize how salty Jeremy was over that. Heâs starting to sound like Nellie and thatâs not good. All I need is another friend spazzing out on me over some bull.
âJeremy, you can either be jealous over Rah or Chance, but not both. What kind of girl do you think I am?â
âThe kind thatâs wanted by a lot of dudes.â Jeremy parks his Mustang in one of the various empty spots lining the shore. Itâs a perfect night to stargaze: clear and crisp. The smell of burning wood trickles up my nostrils and warms my insides, but not the rest of me. Jeremyâs last comment gave me the chills. It sounds way too much like something my great-grandfather wouldâve said to Maman Marie. What the hell?
âYouâre going to have to trust me, Jeremy. Thatâs all I can say to that.â He looks down at me, turns off the engine and kisses me softly on the forehead.
âI do trust you. Itâs the dudes I donât trust.â
âI canât believe you just said that.â We both open our car doors and exit the vehicle. The cold night air runs up my body but itâs slightly refreshing. He promptly locks the doors and walks around to the passengerâs side, following behind me in silence. âChance is one of your best friends, too. How do you think that makes him look?â
âLike a dude. Shit, Jayd, you act like I donât know how he felt about you. It doesnât take much to rekindle those same feelings.â Jeremy speeds up his stride as he passes me, now walking backwards and facing me. Heâs lucky I think heâs adorable; otherwise I would have been on my way back to Inglewood a long time ago.
âYeah, but it takes two to light that kind of fire, and I already have enough heat in my life as it is.â Jeremy turns around with a stern look on his face. We continue our walk toward the water in silence, and Iâm glad for it, too. Walking through the deep, soft sand always gives me a workout and I canât talk and pant at the same time.
When we arrive at the bonfire, there are about a dozen white guys in wet suits ready to night-surf. The moon is full tonight, allowing them and the sharks plenty of light. You would never find my black ass out in that water, especially not this late at night or in cold weather.
âWhatâs up?â Jeremy says to his brother, Justin. Justinâs girlfriend, Kristi, is here along with the rest of their surfer crew. Everyoneâs already started smoking and drinking and Kristi has had a bit too much of both, or so it seems.
âHey, Jayd,â Kristi says. âCome sit by me. Iâm not going back in the water anytime soon.â I forgot sheâs also an active surfer chick. I admire her athletic streak, but I canât get down like that, even if her man is fine. Justin looks at me and winks, making me blush. Jeremy looks at me as he suits up, rolls his eyes, and picks up his surfboard like it