said. âPower is where the action is.â
âMother, the actionâs everywhere now. Thatâs why we have the Net.â Laura struggled for politeness. âThis isnât something David and I just stumbled into. Itâs a showcase for us. We knew weâd need a place while the baby was small, so we drew up the plans, we carried it through the company, we showed initiative, flexibility.⦠It was our first big project as a team. People know us now.â
âSo,â her mother said slowly. âYou worked it all out very neatly. You have ambition and the baby. Career and the family. A husband and a job. Itâs all too pat, Laura. I canât believe itâs that simple.â
Laura was icy. âOf course youâd say that, wouldnât you?â
Silence fell heavily. Her mother picked at the hem of her skirt. âLaura, I know my visit hasnât been easy for you. Itâs been a long time since we went our separate ways, you and I. I hope we can change that now.â
Laura said nothing. Her mother went on stubbornly. âThings have changed since your grandmother died. Itâs been two years, and sheâs not there for either of us now. Laura, I want to help you, if I can. If thereâs anything you need. Anything. If you have to travelâit would be fine if you left Loretta with me. Or if you just need someone to talk to.â
She hesitated, reaching out to touch the baby, a gesture of open need. For the first time, Laura truly saw her motherâs hands. The wrinkled hands of an old woman. âI know you miss your grandmother. You named the baby after her. Loretta.â She stroked the babyâs cheek. âI canât take her place. But I want to do something, Laura. For my grandchildâs sake.â
It seemed like a decent, old-fashioned family gesture, Laura thought. But it was an unwelcome favor. She knew sheâd have to pay for her motherâs helpâwith obligations and intimacy. Laura hadnât asked for that and didnât want it. And didnât even need itâshe and David had the company behind them, after all, good solid Rizome gemeineschaft . âThatâs very nice, mother,â she said. âThank you for the offer. David and I appreciate it.â She turned her face away, to the window.
The road improved as the van reached a section zoned for redevelopment. They passed a long marina clustered with autopilot sailboats for hire. Then a fortresslike mall, built, like the Lodge, from concretized beach sand. Vans crowded its parking lot. The mall flashed past in bright commercial garishness: T-SHIRTS BEER WINE VIDEO Come On In, Itâs Cool Inside!
âBusiness is good, for a weekday,â Laura said. The crowd was mostly middle-aged Houstonians, freed for the day from their high-rise warrens. Scores of them wandered the beach, aimlessly, staring out to sea, glad of an unobstructed horizon.
Her mother continued to press. âLaura, I worry about you. I donât want to run your life for you, if thatâs what youâre thinking. Youâve done very well for yourself, and Iâm glad for it, truly. But things can happen, through no fault of your own.â She hesitated. âI want you to learn from our experienceâmine, my motherâs. Neither of us had good luckâwith our men, with our children. And it wasnât that we didnât try.â
Lauraâs patience was eroding. Her motherâs experienceâit was something that had haunted Laura every day of her life. For her mother to mention it nowâas if it were something that might have slipped her daughterâs mindâstruck Laura as grossly thoughtless and crass. âItâs not enough to try, Mother. You have to plan ahead. That was something your generation was never any good at.â She gestured at the window. âDonât you see that out there?â
The van had reached the southern end of the
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