had a dashing, urbane quality I appreciated more. So I nodded, hugging the truth to my chestâthat Kian was the only reason I knew about any of this. Suppressing a smile, I wondered what heâd say if I straight up confessed to being his girlfriend from the future, a la The Terminator , and then the dialogue wrote itself:
Make out with me if you want to live.
Okay, maybe not.
Oblivious to my weird, born-of-desperation humor, Kian was saying, âIâve never been, but thereâs a cool place in Lofton. Itâs an old theater thatâs been converted to a bar. They kept the screen and show classics on Saturday nights. Itâs over twenty-one only, though.â
âNot a problem,â I said, feeling cool for the first time ever.
He lowered his voice like the students nearby might report us. âYou have ID?â
âIâm picking it up tonight, actually.â
âYou move to a new town and, first thing, you find someone to make you a fake ID?â His eyes widened, and he looked like he couldnât decide if that was awesome or if I was the irresponsible maniac who would ruin his life.
But most important, he didnât look sad at all. He seemed ⦠intrigued. Like me, Kian, like me a little. Enough to forget the girl who breaks your heart.
I grinned. âSo? You never know when youâll need to get into a bar.â
âIf you say so.â
âIâm heading there after school to pick up my ID. Come with me. If you do, youâll get yours on Friday, and then we can check out the classic movie joint on Saturday.â
We reached the school parking lot, and the warning bell was about to ring. I could predict all the reasons why he couldnât trembling on the tip of his tongue. But what finally came out was, âHow much is it?â
I did the math, then said, âDonât worry about it, you can pay me back later.â
âOkay. But I donât understand why youâre being so nice to me. BT-dubs Iâm out of here if you say weird shit about my eyes again.â
That sounded so like what I said to him in the diner that I had to strangle the urge to kiss him. âDonât worry about that, either. Just be sure of one thing, Kian Riley.â As if he sensed I was dead serious, we locked eyes, so sweet it hurt. âIâm going to change your life.â
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ALL OUR YESTERDAYS
After school, we took the bus to Psychedelic Records. The lack of business made think the owner paid his rent with fake IDs. But Kian seemed really into the vinyl, which shouldnât have surprised me, considering how much he loved old movies. So I browsed the store for a few minutes, trying to see the magic through his eyes.
âOh my God, lookâ¦â He showed me a beat-up album with three guys on the front, clad in strange costumes sporting facial hair and shaggy beatnik style.
Iâd never heard of the band, but apparently they were British, and this was hard to find. âYou should totally get it.â
âItâs twenty bucks.â
From what heâd said, his uncle wasnât well off and his aunt disliked him, so they probably didnât give him much allowance, if any. It looked like his aunt had spent five dollars at Goodwill for Kianâs current wardrobe. But one problem at a time.
âMaybe heâll make us a deal.â
The beardo behind the counter flicked a look at Kian, as if to ask me what was up. âItâs cool. Iâm here to pick up, and heâs interested in additional services.â
âChest,â the guy said.
âFlash him,â I told Kian.
âWhat?â
âCome on, hurry up. Iâll turn around.â
A few seconds later, the owner said, âOkay, what do you need?â
Kian shot me a helpless look, so I answered, âBasic ID, over twenty-one.â
I handed over half the cash for Kianâs ID and my two, which cut significantly into my stash. At the