rate I was spending money, I wouldnât last long on my own. But budgeting wasnât a skill my mom and dad taught me before everything went pear shaped.
The owner handed me an envelope; then Kian headed back for his quick photo session. Afterward, I confirmed, âPickup on Friday afternoon?â
The guy nodded. âThanks for the referral, but donât post a flyer at school.â
âAfter this, you wonât see me again,â I promised. âBut I was wondering, is there any way you could give us a discount?â I held up the album.
âSorry. If this town wasnât such a shithole, I could probably get more than twenty.â
âAll right. Thanks.â
Disappointed, I put the record back. Unfortunately I couldnât grant all of Kianâs wishes like a fairy godmother; my resources were decidedly limited. I had to save bus fare to get to school, which was a huge priority. Skipping would not only get me in trouble but it would also limit my access to Kian. How else could I see him every day without it being weird?
âIâm so excited. I wonder whatâs playing,â I said.
âI can check tonight if you want.â
âThat would be awesome.â
The wind was cold, and we really needed to get on our respective buses. But as we walked toward the stop, I could only think of keeping him with me a little longer. Inviting him to my place would probably make him call family services or at least open the door to some serious concern on his part. Yet I wished we could hang out like we did before, none of the barriers between us. Now I understood how Kian mustâve felt, falling for someone heâd watched on Wedderburnâs orders.
âI canât believe weâre doing this.â His words came out in a rush. âItâs like something Iâd read about, happening to me .â
âLife should be an adventure,â I told him.
Not a constant struggle for survival.
âIt must have been awesome in California,â he started, and then he appeared to remember the lie Iâd told. âOh, wait, fourteen schools, two years. So you probably didnât leave a ton of friends behind.â
âNot many. Do you still have time tonight? Thereâs somewhere else I want to go.â
He raised a brow at me. âHow exactly do you envision my social calendar looking?â
âWell, you might get in trouble for being late.â
âItâs fine. I already texted my uncle that I was hanging out after school, and my aunt probably wouldnât care if I didnât come back at all.â Those words shouldâve been laced with bitterness, but instead, there was only this matter-of-factness that bothered me more.
I ignored the implications, however, because he didnât want sympathy. âOn the plus side, it means you can do what you want, right?â
But Iâd been on that side of parental freedom, and it sucked because it meant nobody gave a shit.
âI guess. But mostly all I do is go to school, read, and watch movies in my room.â
Thatâs a lie. You write poetry too. But that wasnât something heâd tell me so fast because it wasnât cool and he was probably still focused on how I might judge him, like friendship was a chipped porcelain cupâone wrong move, and it would all be shards on the floor.
âCome on.â I dragged him on the bus and dinged my pass twice.
Since he had no idea where we were going, there was no reason for him to pay. Hopefully, this idea wouldnât hurt his feelings. It wasnât like I planned some big makeover or that I didnât like him exactly as he was. But to fit in a little better at school, he needed to dial down the vintage.
âYou know, Iâm not big on surprises.â But he settled beside me without further complaint, and I totally noticed when his knee brushed mine. He jerked back, though. âS-sorry. I didnât do that on
Missy Tippens, Jean C. Gordon, Patricia Johns