especially with the surge in steroid
hormones, like testosterone and oestrogen, our bodies switched to a kind of a dual
metabolism. So we could metabolise normal food like normal people – fats, carbohydrates,
proteins. But when we had enough iron in our systems, our bodies could use it ways we
couldn’t yet fully understand. Marcus was still working on figuring that one out.
Marcus was silent for a few seconds, considering the question. “Well, she’s female, and
they store less iron than males, and she’s probably a vegetarian. She most likely hasn’t had
her first hit yet.” Marcus’ use of drug terminology was strangely appropriate. It was how I
had come to think of being a vampire – I subconsciously flinched at that word again. We had
a set of unique receptors which responded in an unusual way to iron, that everyday
substance, like an alcoholic responds differently to a shot of whiskey than a normal person
would. Except maybe an alcoholic was not the best analogy. The craving was there,
certainly, but our drug did not incapacitate us. Instead it made us invincible and powerful,
strong enough to break boulders, and fast enough to run alongside speeding cars. I closed
my eyes and recalled the heady rush, the clarity of vision, the enhanced senses, the
sensation of muscles ripping through the sluggish air, the crystallisation of all pleasure and wonder into this perfect rush of being.
Our father had explained the situation to us one day when we were twelve. The signs
were all there that we were going to hit puberty soon, and he wanted the transition from
slightly strange but mostly normal boy to utter freak to go as smoothly as possible, I
suppose. He was a good man, my father, strong, obviously, but compassionate too, and
intelligent enough to have figured out the basic metabolic reason for our unusual abilities.
He had met my mother towards the end of her life, still youthful looking, another benefit of
being able to use iron as we do. We heal fast, restoring aging and damaged cells rapidly, so
we look as if we are just out of school, or in our early twenties, for most of our long lives.
Adult, but never old.
We were the inevitable result of their union, and our birth sapped whatever life our
mother had left in her, and she died a few days later. My father, to his credit, never blamed
us for her death, but set about educating his three small, precocious boys, and loving us as
best he could. And when we hit puberty, and our lives changed forever, he was there to
guide us through the changes, and reassure us that we always had a choice. We could
harness the power, or we could let it harness us and become monsters. I like to think that
we did the former, but sometimes I’m not so sure.
And now Marcus was telling me that there was someone else like us out there,
someone who would need guidance through the changes that she would inevitably go
through, one way or another. My father had always worried that if we did not expose
ourselves to the effects that huge doses of iron had on our systems, and learn to control
them, that we would eventually succumb to some profound and overpowering instinct and
actually kill someone and drink their blood. It made sense. There’s a lot of iron in blood.
I imagined Rebecca biting someone’s carotid artery, responding to some deep,
unacknowledged desire, and drinking their warm blood as it was pumped directly from the
heart to her open mouth. I thought of how her family would react, and flinched again. It was
bad enough knowing that you are a freak without everyone else knowing it too. I would
have to do something to help the girl. I wondered, not for the first time if I was the right
person to do it. I considered asking Marcus or Fergus to take over the task, but a stab of
what could have been jealousy made me dismiss that thought. I would do this myself, and
let the dice fall where they may.
Rebecca
Mark came bounding through the