to get annoyed. âIâve come all the way from Paris and I have to go back there later, so if you couldââ
A nurse came over.
âWhatâs going on?â
This one was more imposing.
âYes, hello, I, um, sorry about the bother, but I have to see my grandmother who was brought in yesterday as an emergency and Iââ
âYour name?â
âLestafier.â
âOh, yes.â She gestured something to her colleague. âCome with me.â
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The nurse explained the situation briefly, gave him a rundown on the operation, told him what the rehabilitation period would involve and asked for details about the patientâs lifestyle. Suddenly bothered by the smells and the engine noise still thrumming in his ears, Franck had trouble following her.
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âHereâs your grandson!â the nurse announced gaily as she opened the door. âYou see? I told you heâd come! Okay, Iâll leave you now,â and to Franck she added, âCome and see me in my office, otherwise they wonât let you out.â
He didnât have the presence of mind to thank her. What he saw there, in the bed, broke his heart.
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He turned aside to try to pull himself together. Removed his jacket and sweater, and looked for somewhere to hang them up.
âItâs hot in here, isnât it.â
His voice sounded strange.
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âYou okay?â
The old lady, who was bravely trying to smile at him, closed her eyes and began to cry.
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Theyâd removed her dentures. Her cheeks seemed terribly hollow and her upper lip was sucked into her mouth.
âSo! You been partying again, that it?â
It cost him a superhuman effort just to use that bantering tone.
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âI talked with the nurse, you know, she said the operation was very successful. So now youâve got a nice little piece of metal in you.â
âTheyâre going to put me in a home.â
âOf course not! What are you talking about! Youâre going to stay here for a few days and then youâll go to a convalescent home. Thatâs not a home, itâs like a hospital, only not as big. Theyâll pamper you and help you to walk and then, presto! Back to Pauletteâs garden.â
âFor how long?â
âA couple weeks . . . then itâll depend on you. Youâll have to make an effort.â
âYouâll come and see me?â
âOf course Iâll come. Iâve got a beautiful motorbike, you know.â
âYou donât drive too fast, I hope.â
âBah, itâs a regular tortoise.â
âLiar . . .â
She was smiling through her tears.
âStop it, Grandma, otherwise Iâll start crying too.â
âNo, you wonât. Not you, you never cry. Even when you were just a little kid, even the day you twisted your arm, I never saw you shed a single tear . . .â
âCut it out, all the same.â
He didnât dare take her hand because of all the tubing.
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âFranck?â
âIâm here, Grandma.â
âIt hurts.â
âThatâs normal, itâll pass, you have to get some sleep now.â
âIt really hurts.â
âIâll tell the nurse before I leave, Iâll ask her to give you something.â
âAre you leaving right away?â
âOf course not!â
âTalk to me a little. Tell me what youâve been up to.â
âWait, let me switch off the light. The lighting in this place is truly horrible.â
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Franck raised the blinds and the room, which faced west, was suddenly bathed in a gentle twilight. Then he moved the armchair to the other side so he could take her good hand between his own.
At first it was hard to find the words, heâd never been one for fancy talk or telling stories. He began with little things, the weather in Paris, the pollution, the color of his Suzuki, a description of his menus and that sort of trivial