wouldnât hear any of it.â
âTheyâre just afraid. Theyâve only just got you back.â
âTheyâre trying to put me in a bubble.â
âThey love you and donât want to lose you. So try again. Iâve never known you to quit anything you really wanted.â
âFor what itâs worth, I was thinking that thereâd be plenty of business from the new developments going in. Professional families whose kids want to take lessons. Ask daddy for a pony. You know how it is.â
He smiled to himself. Good, she wasnât giving up. âYou could be right.â
They went along for a few more minutes. The wind was really starting to blow now, stirring up flecks of snow and dirt. Meg turned up the collar of her coat.
âItâs the money,â she finally said into the awkward silence. âThatâs why I havenât pushed the issue. I havenât got that kind of capital, obviously. Iâll have to go to the bank for it. And the debt is what keeps stopping me up. Mom and Dad canât carry the load.â She sighed. âI told you it was foolish.â
âKeep thinking about it. Youâll come up with a way,â he encouraged. âMeg, for Godâs sake, you beat your illness. You can do anything you set your mind to. Maybe you just need to think outside the box.â
The horses sensed the barn was near and picked up their pace a little.
âYou were a big help,â she acknowledged. âLike I said, no one else would even listen.â
âThatâs what friends do.â Friends, he reminded himself. That was the only reason he was feeling so protectiveof her. So anxious. In Larch Valley friends looked after each other.
Except they didnât always, Clay thought. He certainly hadnât listened to her last year when sheâd needed him so very badly. He had closed his heart and his mind to their friendship and âwould you believe me if I said I was sorryâ didnât quite cut it as far as apologies went.
As they entered the yard, they noticed that both Megâs car and the farm truck were parked next to the house. âMom and Dad are back from the doctor.â She smiled up at Clay. âHe saw a specialist about an operation that will help his back and ease the constant pain. Dawsonâs home, too. You might as well come in and have some cake and talk about whatever it is you really came to talk about.â
They turned out the horses in silence and walked up to the house together. Inside the warm kitchen, Linda cut slabs of coffee cake and there was conversation and laughter around the table, just like old times. Meg reached for a mug on a high shelf and Clay found his gaze locked on her breasts. All Dawson had told him was that sheâd had surgery, but Clay didnât know to what extent. The curve seemed natural enough, and as her heels touched the floor again he quickly turned his eyes toward the plate of cake in the middle of the table.
She poured the coffee and put cream and sugar next to his mug. Heâd been close to the Briggsâs for so long she even knew what he took in his coffee. And yet through it all he realized he missed the old camaraderie that used to be between them in years past. The easy friendship was gone but something new, something bigger was taking its place.
Something that made his heart catch. Something hedidnât want to even think about. He never wanted to put himself in a position to be left like his father was. And with Meg, the odds were all against him.
CHAPTER THREE
M EGAN twisted her scarf skillfully around her neck and adjusted the cap on her head, a funky black knitted item with a tiny peak at the front. Sheâd made herself come into town today, but sheâd held back from going hatless. After seeing Clayâs reaction to her short hair she wasnât quite ready to face a town full of curious neighbors. The way Mark Squires, the local