bank manager, had looked at her when sheâd taken off her cap had told her sheâd made the right call. Heâd been completely polite, but she didnât miss how his gaze had fixed on her hair before traveling down to her face. His eyes had been understanding and kind, but she knew their meeting began with an automatic subtext, and it had all gone downhill from there.
There would be no loan for the expansion. Meg put her hand in her coat pocket and ran her fingers over the rock inside. It had been a silly notion, thinking to rely on her old good luck charm. And yet she couldnât bring herself to toss it away. It was just a rock, a piece of brown stone with an unusual golden streak running down the middle. But Clay had given it to her when they were just kids.
Heâd been angry in those days not long after his father had died and Stacy had come to live with him. Megan remembered it all quite clearly. âThatâs very pretty,â sheâd commented as heâd turned the rock over in his hands.
Without a smile heâd handed it over. âThen itâs yours, Squirt,â heâd said, and sheâd ignored the horrible nickname simply because Clay had given her somethingâeven if it was just an ordinary rock.
Today sheâd dug it out of the box on her dresser and tucked it in her jacket. It seemed fitting that she have a talisman from the one person to be supportive of her dream. Heâd been honest but heâd also encouraged her to keep at it and sheâd clung to those words. Because of them sheâd set up the meeting. It had been for naught but at least sheâd tried. Now all she really wanted was a strong coffee and something sinfully chocolatey.
The smells coming from Snickerdoodles bakery were too good to resist. She paused for a moment, wondering if she were up to coming face-to-face with Jen Laramie today. Clay was right about one thingâsheâd been avoiding her friends since her return. It didnât matter how many times she practiced lines in her head, she was never quite sure what she would say. She knew she was being a coward and she took a breath and dropped her shoulders. Perhaps with a glass counter between them it would be easier, less personal, a way to break the ice.
She set her lips and put her hand on the doorknob. The bell above the door gave a happy jangle as she stepped inside the shop and its gorgeous blend of scentsâbrewing coffee, rich chocolate and spicy cinnamon.
A young woman she didnât recognize was behind the counter, and Meg found that despite her resolve she was relieved she wouldnât have to face Jen. She would have to face her friends eventuallyâshe couldnât avoid them forever. Nevertheless, she was still thankful that today wasnât the day, especially when she was so very disappointed at the morningâs outcome.
She ordered a gooey, thickly frosted hazelnut brownieand a large dark roast coffee to go. Meg took her waxed paper packet and coffee cup and made her way outside again into the March sun. She sat on a nearby wooden bench and slid the brownie partly out of the wrapper. The first bite was heaven. The second, fortifying. She took a sip of the strong coffee and sighed. As comfort food went, it didnât quite match up to her motherâs beef stew and fresh bread, but for right now it worked. Mark Squires had delivered the bad news and it was either buck up with a jolt of caffeine and cocoa, or wallow in self-pity about yet another thing that cancer had stolen from her. Sheâd rather work off the calories in the barn than waste precious time feeling sorry for herself.
âWell, well. A public appearance.â
Her head snapped up and she nearly bobbled her brownie as Clayâs deep voice slid over her nerve endings. Her tongue seemed to tangle in her mouth as she swallowed. She had put her crush behind her, so why in the world did she still find him so gorgeous? It was