wind-cooled skin. She stood rigidly still, trying not to tremble, and kept her lips pressed tightly shut.
âRelax, darlinâ,â he whispered. âIâve got a lot to teach you and youâre going to like it. . . . Relax, honey.â
He kissed her again and again, and gradually she began to feel a sweet drowsiness creep over her. She felt heavy in her eyelids, in her head, in every finger, each muscle; she only want ed to stand there in the tight circle of his arms, leaning against him. Almost without her knowing it, her mouth went soft and willing under his.
His breath quickened. âYouâre a sweet kid,â he said, his voice blurred. âA damn sweet kid. Letâs sit down.â
There was some furniture left in the almost-empty house, and they sat down on an old cot. Joanna was dreamily glad sheâd come. The afternoon in the orchard seemed years ago. She hadnât known then it would be like this. . . . She leaned against Simon and he put his face in her hair, and kissed the back of her neck. It sent little feathers of delight along her skin. Without thinking at all, she put her hand on his face, wondering vaguely at the fiery heat of it, and drew his head down.
âOh, my God!â he whispered, and his arms tightened.
âYour heartâs beating hard,â she said with a soft little chuckle.
âHowâs yours?â His voice thickened as his hand slipped over her breast. Hardly breathing, she lay in the circle of his arm, her mouth trembling and eager for his kiss. It came, hard and urgent, no longer gentle. And with it he moved so that she felt herself leaning backwards against an arm that lowered her very slowly, very gently, very steadily. She yielded with no thought of resistance.
âThatâs right,â he whispered.
It might have been his voice that broke the spell. But all at once the sweet languor was gone; even its memory didnât exist. Joanna was wide awake and trembling with cold and fear in an empty house, a dark house. She put her hands against his chest and pushed.
âWhatâs the matter?â he muttered. âDonât be afraid of me, sweetheart.â
âLet me up,â she breathed. It was as if she had walked in her sleep and had awakened to terror and struggle in darkness. âPlease, I want to go home, I donât want to stay here!â
She fought against the arms that held her while the soft voice cajoled and pleaded. âWhat are you scared of, Jo? I wonât hurt you. I swear youâll be all right, you wonât get into trouble or anything!â He talked rapidly, with growing incoherence, words tumbling over words. She knew he was frantic, and her terror grew. âLook, Jo, if youâre my girl youâll have everything, all the money I make, silk stockings, candy, a watch, anythingâ Jo! â
He smothered her gasps with his lips and she fought him with all her wild young strength, but it wasnât enough. It wasnât enough until, to her own huge surprise, she burst into tears.
âOh, Christ,â said Simon, and let her go. âSo youâre goinâ to pull the salt-water business on me, are ye?â He was no longer afire, but coldly furious. âIâll give you five minutes to get the hell over it, and then youâll listen to reason. I donât let anybody fool with me, lady. Sooner or later, they pay up.â
He sat on the cot, smoking a cigarette. In the dimness his face was a thin devilish mask. Joanna stood shivering in the middle of the room, trying to calm herself. Through the window she saw the light in the clubhouse, a yellow glimmer through the moving spruce branches. It was the loveliest thing in the world, that light. If she were there now, sheâd never ask for anything else in her life . . .
Her lightning dash took Simon by surprise, but not for long. When she flung herself across the room, Simon was off the cot; when she reached the