bottom step, he was at the top. His voice tore at the darkness. âCome back here, damn you!â
She ran headlong through the uncut grass that was a wet tangle around her feet. Those feet were sure and swift, and they needed to be, with another pair thudding behind them. One misstep, one stumble to bring her to her knees in the uneven pathâdonât think of that! she warned herself. Escape was the thing.
Somehow she reached the clubhouse porch, and he stopped out in the dark lane. She went into the poolroom, making herself move slowly as if there were no reason for hurry, stifling her aching breath. She was thankful for the shadow outside the boundaries of the table, and for the intentness with which the boys played. Owen was making a shot, and Hugo looked on. It was Nils who looked up at her and nodded. He had come after she left; he knew, then, that she hadnât gone to see his sister. She stood against the door and felt her body burn with shame under his level blue glance.
âKristi gone to bed?â Owen said over his shoulder. âTime you went home, itâs way after nine.â
âIâll wait for you,â she said.
âYou will like hell! I donât want the old man on my neck for keeping you out. He doesnât think much of you being on my coattails all the time, anyway.â
He turned back to the table and the game went on. Joanna felt wave after wave of nausea assault her stomach. The shadows in the lane were thick, and it didnât do to madden a man as sheâd maddened Simon tonight. Sooner or later they pay up , heâd said. Sheâd heard enough about him around the shore. . . . But I didnât know how it would be! she thought wildly. I didnât know that was the way you felt! She sat down on a bench against the wall, her sweaty fingers clamped on the rough edge.
Nils leaned over the table, his hair silver-blond in the light. His cue moved like a serpent striking, and Hugo whistled softly. âNot bad,â Owen conceded. Nils grinned, and put his cue in the rack.
âCome on, Jo, Iâll walk you home.â
âCripes almighty, hasnât she gone yet? â Owen scowled at her. âWhatâs eating you? Scared of the dark?â
âLook,â said Nils in easy good humor. âEverybodyâs scared of something. My grampaâs afraid of the fairies, and Iâve seen you lay back your ears at three lights in a room. And girls donât like ramminâ around alone in the dark. I thought you knew all about women, Capân Owen.â
They went out, Joanna torn between relief and shame. But the relief won out, for the lane was filled with an almost impenetrable darkness, and there were rustling sounds under the trees. They turned at the end of Gunnarâs spruces, and as they passed the well, Nils said casually, âWhat do you want to fool around with that low-life bastard for?â
âWhat do you mean?â Something leaped in her with shamed terror.
âSimon Bird. He was there in the treesâlit out for home when he saw me.â
âI donât fool around with him!â
âThen what are you scared of? O. K., Jo. I know you donât fool around with him. Iâd have heard it around the shore before this. But you thought youâd tinker with a little fire. Is that it?â
â No! â To her horror, tears shook her voice. âI hate him! Heâs like a devil!â
âWell, donât tell the whole Island, darlinâ mine,â said Nils mildly. His arm was snug and solid around her shoulders. âIâm damn glad you found out what he is. You know, kid, Iâd hate like hell to hear your name come out of that mouth of his down around the shore some day. Iâd feel like grinding his face so hard into the beach rocks heâd look like a dead cod the gullsâd been at. Not to mention what your brothersâd do to him.â He chuckled.