said. He noticed that he was still shaking, and he took another swallow of the whisky. âTwo years ago I was drunk. Not like thisâ really drunk. And I thought I saw aâa ghost, and it attacked me. Iâhid from itââ He gave a hitching gasp and realized to his embarrassment that he was on the verge of sobbing again, as he had been on the bridge before this woman had appeared. He shook his head and stared blindly into the fire.
After a moment she asked quietly, âWhy were you so drunk, before you saw the ghost?â
âWhy,â he countered dully, âshould it make a difference that we were close together, on the bridge?â
âClose together and out in the open, under the nighttime sky. Ohââ She shrugged. âI think itâs like ⦠two candle flames are more visible if theyâre held together, overlapping. Those things ordinarily donât see us very well, thank God.â
âWhat ⦠are they? The g-ghost, two years ago, I used garlic and the river to hide from it.â
âDidnât you have any garlic tonight?â
He shook his head and again touched his damp waistcoat pocket. âEvidently not. My housekeeper is punctual about renewing the disinfectant garlic wash on the windowsills, butâthese days Iâm sometimes careless about carrying it with me.â
âDisinfectant garlic wash,â she said, apparently savoring the jargon. âWell, I should have been carrying some myself. But you never invited one of those things in here, I hope?â
âNo.â He yawned, more from tension than fatigue. âI would have, this ghost, before it attacked meâbut I was outdoors, by the river. And in any case Iâve moved since.â
âAh.â She reached out and took his hand. Her hand was warm from the fire, but he still didnât look at her. âWhy were you so drunk?â
He was increasingly uncomfortable, with this conversation and also with the fact that he was alone here at this hour with this woman. Really he should summon Mrs. Middleditch.
âDrunks have hallucinations,â he said, more to himself than to her. âIt might have been a hallucination, the ghost; this thing tonight doesnât proveâ¦â
She was still holding his hand. He glanced at her, and she was staring at him, her eyebrows raised.
Crawford took a deep gulp of the whisky and sighed. âOh hell. The reason I was drunk was because my wife, and my two sons, had died the night before. They said, witnesses said, that lightning struck the ferryboat they were on.â He freed his hand to refill his glass, and he gave her a haggard caricature of a smile. âWhat of yourself? Do you have a family?â
âMy husband diedâuh, six months ago. We didnât have any children.â She stretched her arms over her head and then sat forward, staring into the fire. âBut you carried garlic with you, after. And you knew to get us both into the river tonight. How is it that you know these things?â
âI hate all this filthy stuff,â he said absently; then he frowned into the fire. âMy parents had a history with creatures like that thing on the bridge, and they managed to elude them. They told me how. They were old and eccentric, and I didnât entirely believe them.â
She stared at him with no expression. âWho was the ghost? The one that you would have invited in, but it attacked you?â
âIt wasâit was probably a hallucination.â
She didnât look away.
He pressed his palms flat into the carpet but still felt as if he were losing his balance at the top of a high precipice.
But it was easier to go on than to stop now. âThe witnessesâone of them said that my eldest son, Girard, was helping some person orâhelping some person, onto the ferry from a boat that had drawn up alongside, in the moments before ⦠before the vessel was