didnât catch her name, but she looked ready and willing to keep him up most of the night. I just hope her cousin isnât the type to defend her misplaced honor when Chad moves on.â
âNo,â Lena said. âHeâs not.â
Katieâs brow furrowed. âYou know her cousin?â
âChad is not with Amber. He planned to use the apartment too. He had his own key,â Lena explained. âAnd, well, we ran into each other.â
âOh my God, Lena, I am so sorry,â Katie said. âI should have known heâd make a copy and ignore the stupid signal even though he was the one to create it. Did he . . . did he frighten you?â
Yes, but I drew a gun on him would only lead to more questions.
âA little, but he was . . . a perfect gentleman.â
Katie snorted. âChad?â
âNothing happened,â Lena assured her. âHe made sure I felt safe, insisted that I stay, and then he left.â
âOK. Good.â Katie stared at her, long and hard, as if trying to determine if she was telling the truth. âThatâs good.â
Lena picked up Heroâs bowl, hoping the conversation would end there. âHow much further to the falls?â
âAnother mile,â Georgia said. âAre you sure youâre up for it?â
Lena nodded and started moving up the trail. âDid you and Eric pick a date yet?â
âLetâs just say Iâm close to convincing him that he wants a Valentineâs Day wedding. But heâs worried Iâll need more time. And he might be right. I want a fancy dress, the kind that needs to be ordered months in advance.â
âLena, did you have a big wedding?â Katie asked. âWith the traditional dress?â
âNo.â Lena focused on the dirt path. âMy ex and I were married at city hall near West Point. He was a few years ahead of me and graduating.â
âHe was in the army too?â Katie said.
âHeâs an engineer. I met Malcolm at a West Point football game. He came down from his tiny liberal arts college, and, well, I think the allure of someone not tied to the military drew me in. Five months later, my dad met him and hated him, so I figured it was true love. We got married in a quick ceremony at town hall when he graduated, the year before my junior year.â
âAnd it wasnât true love?â Georgia asked.
âIt was,â Lena admitted. âI loved him so much.â
But love doesnât always last , she thought. If she wanted to rebuild her life on solid ground, she needed to concentrate on things that lasted, not the ones destined for failure.
âBut he couldnât handle your PTSD,â Georgia said, slowing the pace. âCould he?â
âNo, I guess not,â she said. âHe kept expecting it would get better. But for those first six months home, I stepped further and further away from the life heâd imagined for us.â
Hero brushed against her leg and her hand touched his golden fur. Side by side with her dog, she searched for the words, wanting to explain to these women whoâd welcomed her into their lives how her day-Âto-Âday existence had crumbled that first year back.
âMalcolm had built a life in Portland,â she continued. âHe had friends. But they were so far removed from my reality while I was deployed. It was like there was a barrier dividing me from them. I felt numb. Sometimes it was as if I could see how his life would go on without me. And I felt horrible for thinking those thoughts because Iâd survived a war when others hadnât . . .â
âDepressing, isnât it?â Georgia murmured.
âYes,â Lena said. âEventually I found a way to move on. I started therapy and I got Hero. But months had passed by then. And Malcolm, he hadnât planned on waiting that long.â
âHeâs a jerk,â Katie said