once again he thought thereâd been a change: either theyâd been very small or these fellows were very big; theyâd been smooth-cheeked and innocent and this lot had full grown beards, adult muscles and over-confident stares. Perhaps it was true that they were only interested in getting laid; so what? It was their prime time. At the age of fifteen had they ever worried much about anything else? Perhaps they hadnât, for in those same lavatories, above the first sink, a famous piece of graffiti had captured the irrepressible desire of a sixteen-year-old: I WANT
TO DIE DOING IT: DOING IT, EVEN UP AN ARSE. That legend had declared its basic erotic philosophy, now covered by paint, alongside generations of more intellectual graffiti like the one the Count now read: DO COCKS HAVE IDEOLOGIES? He decided to put a question to them when heâd put his packet of cigarettes away: âWere any of you Lissetteâs pupils?â
Suspicion returned to the faces of the smokers whoâd stayed in the lavatories, momentarily placated by the offer of a ciggie. They stared at the Count as he knew they would, and some of them exchanged glances, as if to say, âWatch out, this guyâs got to be police.â
âYes, Iâm a policeman. Iâve been ordered to investigate the teacherâs death.â
âI was,â spoke up a pale, skinny youth, one of the few whoâd kept smoking when the Count violated the collective privacy of the lavatories. He took a drag on his minimal fag end before taking a step towards the policeman.
âThis year?â
âNo, last year.â
âAnd what was she like? As a teacher, I mean.â
âAnd if I say not much good, what will happen?â probed the student and the Count thought heâd met up with Skinny Carlosâs alter ego : far too suspicious and sarcastic for his age.
âNothing whatsoever. I told you Iâm not from the
Ministry of Education. I want to find out what happened to her. Whatever help you can give me . . .â
The skinny lad held out a hand to ask a friend for a cigarette.
âNo, she was really nice-natured. She was good to us. She helped those who were in trouble.â
âThey say she was a friend to her pupils.â
âYeah, she wasnât like the old fogeys whoâre on a different wavelength.â
âAnd what was her wavelength?â
Skinny looked at his smoking-den mates, expecting a helping hand that never came.
âI donât know. She went to parties, things like that. You get me?â
The Count nodded, as if he got him.
âWhatâs your name by the way?â
The skinny fellow smiled and nodded. As if to say: I knew it . . .
âJosé Luis Ferrer.â
âThanks, José Luis,â said the Count, shaking his hand. Then he looked at the group. âAnd please, if somebody knows anything that might help, tell the headmaster to ring me. If the teacher was really that nice, I think she deserves that much. See you,â and he went out into the passage, after crushing his cigarette in the sink and reflecting for a second on the ideological conundrum etched on the wall.
Manolo and the headmaster were waiting in the playground.
âI was a pupil here, you know,â he announced, without looking at their host.
âYou donât say. And youâve not been back for some time?â
The Count nodded and paused before answering.
âQuite a number of years, in fact . . . I spent two years in that classroom,â and he pointed to the corner of the second floor, on the same wing as the lavatories heâd just visited. âI donât know if we were very different to the boys you have now, but we hated our headmaster.â
âHeadmasters do change from time to time,â he replied, slipping his hands into the pockets of his guayabera . He seemed about to launch into another harangue, to demonstrate his insights and skilled control