I-know-him-from-somewhere look. Perhaps if Manolo hadnât introduced him as a policeman, the caretaker might have asked if he wasnât the little bastard who used to escape his clutches every day at twelve-fifteen by jumping over the wall in the PE yard.
A gentle buzz reached them from the classrooms and the inside playground was empty. The Count decided conclusively that this place, where heâd now returned after an absence of fifteen years, wasnât the one he had left. Perhaps his memory did retain the unmistakeable smell of chalk dust and the alcoholic aroma of stencils, but not that reality intent on confusing him by distorting every dimension: what he thought would be small turned out to be too big, as if it had burgeoned in the intervening years, and what he thought would be huge turned out to be insignificant or non-existent, since it perhaps existed only in his most emotional memories. They walked
through the secretariat to the headmasterâs office, and he found it impossible not to remember the day when heâd followed the same route to hear himself accused of writing idealist stories which defended religion. Fuck the lot of you, heâd almost shouted, when a young woman came out of the headmasterâs office and asked them why theyâd come.
âWe would like to speak to the headmaster. Our visit is related to the case of the teacher Lissette Núñez Delgado.â
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âItâs often said that teaching is an art, and thereâs a lot of literature and fine words written about education. But the truth is that the philosophy of teaching is one thing, while exercising it every day, year in year out, is quite another. I do apologize. I canât even offer you a cup of coffee. Or tea. But please do sit down. What people donât say is that you must be rather mad to teach. Do you know what itâs like to manage a Pre-Uni high school? Better you donât, for itâs just that, madness. I donât know whatâs happening but young people are less and less interested in really learning. Do you know how long Iâve been in this trade? Twenty-six years, my dear colleagues, twenty-six: I started as a schoolmaster, and now Iâve been a head for fifteen and I think it only goes from bad to worse. Somethingâs not working properly, and if the truth be told, young people now are quite different. Itâs
as if the world was suddenly going too fast. Yes, it must be something like that. They say itâs a symptom of postmodern society. So we too can be called postmodern in this heat and our jam-packed buses? The fact is I leave here with a headache every day. I donât mind the fact theyâre obsessed with their hair, shoes and clothes, or that they all want to be shafting like crazy at the age of fifteen if youâll excuse my French, because thatâs all quite predictable, isnât it? But at least they could care a little bit about their schooling. Every year we expel a number who have all but dropped out of society and, according to their lights, drop-outs donât study, work or make demands: they only want to be left in peace, you know, to be left in peace to make love not war. Just like the good old Sixties, you see? . . . But what most upsets me is that if you get hold of a twelfth grader now, with only three months to go to graduation, and ask him what heâs going to study, he wonât know, and if he does, he wonât know why. Theyâre eternally adrift . . . But do excuse my harangue. Luckily, you arenât from the Ministry of Education, are you? Yesterday morning we were paid a visit and told about dear comrade Lissette. I really find it hard to believe. Itâs hard to get your head round the fact that a young person who youâd see looking healthy and cheerful every day is now dead. Yes, she started here with the tenth grade, and, to tell the truth, neither I nor her head of department had any complaints: