think when Megan leaves school sheâs going to be a mind reader. She gets me right every time.
âYouâre so wrong,â I lie. âI donât care one way or the other about him.â
âWell, if you donât care,â she says, âyouâve got nothing tolose. Talk to him. I dare you.â
A moment later Miss Boyle trumpets, âWeâll give our young friend another five minutes. If heâs not here by then, we start without him.â
Five minutes isnât a long time to talk, and I hardly ever say no to a dare â¦
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I make the trek from the stage to near the back doors to utter this earth-shattering line: âThought you might be lonely up here all on your own.â
âNah.â Quick shake of the head. âIâm not lonely.â
âDonât you get bored?â
âNo. Got plenty of things to think about.â
It almost seems like he wants me to dig deeper. So I do.
âYeah? What kind of things?â
He seriously considers telling me. Thereâs a long pause, a lot of staring off into space. But in the end he says, âAw you know, just stuff. Life. Nothing important.â
âLife is annoying, isnât it?â I take one of the chairs stacked against the wall and sit beside him. âIt keeps getting in the way when all I want to do is have fun.â
âYep.â He grins. âI know the feeling.â
Megan waves and blows a kiss to me from the stage. I wave back and smile, while telling David out of the corner of my mouth, âSheâs so embarrassing.â
He snorts. Iâm not talking about a horsy kind of snortâ itâs a gentle one, like the sound a baby might make.
âSheâs nice, actually,â I add. âSo is Glenna. Weâve been best friends for about a hundred years.â
He nods thoughtfully. But heâs looking in Meganâs direction, not mine. All the boys drool over Megan. It would be mean of me to let him get his hopes up â¦
âWe might have to break up the act soon, though,â I say. âMegan wants to live with her boyfriend.â
âRight.â
Dimly I hear the pencil in his head, scratching out her name.
Thereâs a lull in the conversation until I mutter, âI wonder where Lannyâs got to?â
âHard to say.â He twists around to look out a window just in case Lannyâs in sight. âHeâs probably forgotten all about it. I reminded him, but you know what heâs like ⦠â
Yes, I do. Heâs Mr Corny Joke, Mr Say Anything for a Laugh. But I donât know you, David. Wish I did.
I look at my watch. Stretch my arms back behind me. I see imperfections that I didnât notice before: a bump on the ridge of Davidâs nose, one or two zits around his forehead. Theyâll go away in time but the perfect mouth and lips will be there forever.
He catches me looking at him and I get his full-on gaze burning bright. Instead of turning away I gaze straight back at him. Itâs a moment of truth.
âIâve got this bit of a problem, Caitlin,â he says. âAt leastI think itâs a problem.â He gulps as though this is going to be hard to say. âCan I tell you?â
Not if itâs bad news. Not if youâre rejecting me before I even get to know you.
âSure, David. You can tell me anything.â
âThanks. See, the thing is, I think youâre great.â
Now I gulp.
âBut â¦â
God, I hate that word.
âBut so does Lanny ⦠and heâs my friend.â He shrugs hopelessly.
Itâs almost funny, but I donât allow myself to laugh. âI wouldnât worry about it,â I say. âLannyâs everyoneâs friend. Heâs like a big puppy dog.â
âNo, itâs more than that. You donât understand. He really likes you. He has since that first time we saw you from the bus.â
âIs he