sheâs doing and turns to me. âWhat happened?â
I sit heavily. âI went to the school office again today. My transfer papers werenât there again. The woman behind the desk said to check back Monday morning. Theyâve been telling me that all week.â
âAll week?â she says, surprised. âWhy didnât you tell me?â
My grandmother sits down and holds my hand as shetakes a deep breath. I look at her face. Her eyes are soft and caring. She knows how much I want to go back to Hazelhurst. âIâm sorry, sweetie,â she says quietly. âWell, first thing Monday morning Iâm going up there to see whatâs going on.â
âIâm gonna call my dad again. He was supposed to send Hazelhurst a check for my tuition. I guess he forgot with everything going on with the baby and all. Iâm hoping thatâs the only holdup.â
âIâm sure thatâs all it is,â she says, much less reassuring than I expected. She immediately starts drizzling the sweet glaze on top of the cake.
âYeah, I guess so,â I say. Then I look at her expression as she works. She looks like she is concentrating, but I can see there is something else. I canât tell if she meant what she said or not. Iâm thinking not. My dad has never been one of her favorite people, but she put up with himâfirst because of my mom and now because of me. âIâm a go change my clothes,â I say, then stand up and look around the kitchen before heading out.
âAre you going for your run?â she asks.
I think about it a few seconds. For the last two weeks Iâve run after school. It calms me down, but I really donât feel like it today. âNah, not today, Iâll go tomorrow morning,â I say. She nods.
âOh, I almost forgot, you received a few phone calls today,â she says.
âHuh? Me?â I ask awkwardly, knowing that nobody I know even had my grandmotherâs home number. She looksat me sternly expecting a better reply. âI mean, thatâs weird âcause nobody knows your number.â
âApparently someone does. One caller was a young man, the other was a girlâs voice. Neither wanted to leave their name or a phone number. They both said theyâd call you back later this evening.â
I nod. It was weird though. I didnât think anybody knew my grandmotherâs home number. But I guess somebody does. Hell, even I have to look it up on my cell. âGrandmom, Iâm going to go up and change. Iâm meeting Jalisa and Diamond at the dance studio tonight. Weâll probably go to the Pizza Place after that.â
âThatâs fine. Iâll be at Charlotteâs most of the evening.â
âOkay.â I leave the kitchen, grab my stuff off the step, then go upstairs to my room. I start to charge my cell, then see Darienâs broken-ass trophy on the floor almost under my bed. I smile. It was my trophy now. It was the biggest one from that night in his bedroom. I donât know why I didnât just give it back to Ursula, but I didnât. I kept it. Seeing it always made me feel good. I found it the next morning after everything happened. I must have dropped it on the front porch when I was trying to open the door that night. But right now, seeing it sitting there, and knowing Darien might get out, was making me sick. I pick it up and put it behind the door, out of sight, out of mind.
I wash up and change my clothes. I am packing my dance bag when my cell rings. I check the caller ID. Itâs Jalisa. I pick up. âHey, girl,â I say happily. It is always good to hear from my girls.
âHey, you ready? Weâre almost there.â
âYeah, give me a minute.â
âToo late, weâre here.â
âWhat?â I ask. There is a knock on my bedroom door, then giggling and laughter outside. I open my bedroom door to see my girls standing