with someone who would fit neatly into the packet of her requirements. He would be strong, intelligent, with a well of emotions she could easily tap. They would understand each other. She was quite certain Jordan didnât understand her any more than she understood him. Their lifestyles were at complete variance. Still, she continued to think of him, to watch him, to wonder. He was crowding her mind.
As she sat in his study, reading over a draft of a new chapter, Kasey recognized that on this level, at least, they were reaching a firm compatibility. He was capturing the feelings she was trying to project to him, then intermingling them with dry facts and data. It was proof of her own usefulness. Being of use was essential to her.
Kasey laid the papers back in her lap and looked over at him. âItâs wonderful, Jordan.â
He stopped typing and, lifting a brow, met her eyes. âYou sound surprised.â
âPleased,â she corrected. âThereâs more empathy in this than I expected.â
âReally?â The statement seemed to interest him as he leaned back in his chair and studied her.
It made Kasey uncomfortable. She felt that he was intuitive enough to see through her if he chose to. That, she wouldnât care for. She rose and walked to the window.
âI think you might delve deeper into the two subcultures of Plains life. The semiagricultural tribes of the eastern plains lived in villages and had traits of the Plains as well as the eastern and southeastern cultural areas. They consisted of ____â
âKasey.â
âYes, what?â She stuck her hands in her pockets and turned back to him.
âAre you nervous?â
âOf course not. Why should I be?â She began to search for her pack of cigarettes.
âWhen youâre nervous, you go to the window or,â he paused and picked up her cigarettes, âgo for these.â
âI go to the window to see whatâs outside,â she countered, irritated with his perception. She held out her hand for her cigarettes, but he put them down on the desk and rose.
âWhen youâre nervous,â he went on as he crossed to her, âyou have a difficult time keeping still. Something has to moveâyour hands, your shoulders.â
âThatâs fascinating, Iâm sure, Jordan.â She kept her hands firmly in her pockets. âDid you take a course in psychology from Dr. Rhodes? I believe we were discussing the subcultures of the Plains Indians.â
âNo.â He reached over and twined one of her curls around his finger. âI was asking you why you were nervous.â
âIâm not nervous.â She struggled to keep her body perfectly still. âIâm never nervous.â A smile moved over his face.
âWhat are you grinning at?â
âItâs very rewarding to unnerve you, Kasey.â
âLook, Jordanââ
âI donât believe Iâve seen you angry before,â he commented, then took his other hand to her throat. Her pulse was beginning to hammer. Desire stirred inside him as it played under his palm.
âYou wouldnât like it if you did.â
âIâm not at all sure,â he murmured. He wanted her. Standing there, he could all but feel the movement of her body under his. He wanted to touch her, to explore the sharp angles of her body and the softness of her skin. He wanted her to give herself to him with the enthusiasm that was so much a part of her. If he had ever wanted a woman as much before, he couldnât remember. âItâs always interesting to watch a strong person lose control,â he told her, still caressing her throat. âYouâre a very strong woman, and very soft. Itâs an arousing combination.â
âIâm not here to arouse you, Jordan.â Her body yearned for him. âIâm here to work with you.â
âYou do both very well. Tell