mega-star. But over the years he had also provided a shoulder to cry on while she sobbed her heart out about her unrequited love for Jack. Lex knew that Kendallâs bitching was just displaced adoration. He sympathized. Unrequited love sucked.
âIâm not sure thereâll be too much time for fun in your schedule,â said Lex. âYouâre rehearsing every day youâre not performing.â
Kendall shrugged. âIâll make time. I wanna see Buckingham Palace and the Tower of London. And I wouldnât mind sleeping with Brett Bayley either.â
âBrettâs married,â said Lex disapprovingly.
âTell that to him,â grinned Kendall. âHow mad do you think Jack would be if Brett and I got together? Weâre both Jester acts, after all; both Americans in London. Our paths are bound to cross.â
âStop being provocative,â snapped Lex. Reaching into his messenger bag, he pulled out the photographs heâd brought her. âTake a look at these. You need to pick one for the album cover.â
âOoooo.â Kendall leaned forward excitedly. âHas Jack seen them?â
âNot yet.â
Jack, Jack, Jack. If only she knew how transparent she was.
âWell, we canât use this one.â Kendall handed back the portrait shot. âI donât look anything like myself.â
âThatâs exactly what you look like,â said Lex. âThe camera never lies, remember?â
âSays the man who just had a sense of humour failure about the paparazzi,â Kendall shot back. âI look like a twelve year old with TB. Thatâs a no.â
âYou look beautiful.â
âYada yada yada. Oh, now this I like.â She picked up one of the thorn tree images. âBoth of these. Theyâre sexy but classy. Like art.â
â
Like
art?â Lex sounded horrified. âThey
are
art.â
âYou know what I mean,â said Kendall. âTheyâre arty
and
commercial. The labelâs gonna love them.â
âDo you love them? Lex hated himself for the tentative, hopeful tone he heard in his own voice. With other clients he was confident in his work. With Kendall, he never stopped feeling as though he was auditioning for her approval.
Pathetic.
âI do.â Kendall beamed, leaning across the table to kiss him. âI love them and I love you. Where would I be without you, my lovely Lex?â
Lexâs heart beat so fast as she pressed her lips to his that he worried it might jump out of his chest and start throbbing away on the table. He closed his eyes, let the happiness rush through him and immediately heard the
click click click
of a camera shutter. This time it was Kendall who spun around, shaking her fist through the café window.
âHeâs my friend, asshole, OK? You can quote me on that. Read my lips: We are just fucking friends.â
Lexâs happiness drained away like pus from a lanced boil.
One day theyâll carve it on my tombstone: Just Fucking Friends.
Jack Messenger pushed open his front door with a sigh of relief. It was good to be home.
Jack didnât enjoy travelling at the best of times, and this trip to England had been particularly stressful. Heâd spent the entire eleven-hour flight home unable to concentrate, or to banish the vomit-inducing image of Ivan pumping away at that teenage violinist from his mind. Poor Catriona. A midlife crisis was embarrassing enough to watch, but Cat had to live with it. Or rather, she chose to live with it. That was the part that bothered Jack the most. The fact that even after all the betrayals, all the slip-ups and lies and bullshit, Catriona Charles was still in love with her husband. She still saw the Ivan sheâd fallen in love with at Oxford. Whereas for Jack, that person, his friend, was all but gone.
Dropping his suitcase on the floor, he wandered into his study. As usual it was immaculate, an oasis of