water. The water spigots were a knurled wheel-and-spoke design that looked more appropriate to an outdoor hose bib. They were unmarked, but Ethan bet on the standard arrangement of hot on the left. Standing to the side, he cracked the knob, heard a rush of air, and then dodged a formless spray of frigid water that hit him even from his offset of ninety degrees. The chill took his breath away. Five seconds later, the temperature transitioned to scalding. After fifteen or twenty seconds of balancing with the knobs, the spray was tolerable.
Eyes closed, Ethan took his time. He tried to recall the tricks the psychologists had taught him about focusing away from the demons and toward the positive. He needed to find that boat dock in the woods that heâd never actually visited, but that heâd conjured as his place to retreat mentally. If he could make it to the dock, the bad thoughts could be kept at bay.
It had worked so well then. But back at that point, after heâd been rescued and returned, the reality of his life was indeed safe. Now, he was back in the hands ofâ
âOkay, thatâs enough,â Taylor said. âRinse off and letâs get going.â
Ethan leaned forward into the wall, into the spigots, and let the water flood for just a few more seconds over his face and hair. Down his back. Then he shut the water off.
Keeping his back turned to the deputy, he said, âWhere is my towel?â
âThat comes in another two minutes. Turn around and look at me, please.â
Covering himself again, Ethan turned. Taylor had donned a pair of blue rubber gloves.
It wonât hurt. Just imagine youâre at the doctorâs.
Ethanâs heart rate doubled. âNo,â he said.
âItâs procedure,â Taylor said. âNobody enjoys the cavity search, butââ
It did hurt. Oh, my God, it hurt so bad. And the monster laughed as Ethan yelled .
âNo!â Ethan shouted it this time.
Taylor seemed startled. âCome on, Ethan, donâtââ
âmake this any harder than it needs to be.
The color in the room changed in Ethanâs head. Reality transformed into something unrealâunrooted. He knew it was impossible, but he was eleven years old again. But now he was big. Now he could defend himself.
He launched himself at the cop. Not the shithead predator cop, but the nice one. The one named Taylor. Like Andy Taylor from Mayberry, the show that played without end on TV Land. The deputy was taller by a head, but Ethan knew a trick to make up the difference. As he lunged forward, he tucked his chin just a little and then on contact, thrust his head up under the deputyâs jaw. He heard a snap, and he heard someone yell. It might have been Ethanâs own howling, but he couldnât be sure.
They were on the wet floor now, bare skin against leather and hardware. Ethan threw punches and he received them, but he didnât feel anything. This was not going to happen to him again.
The space around him reverberated with noise and he saw more shoes and he felt more hands. He swung at as many of them as he could. His guts exploded as someone landed a kick, and then he saw the stick coming.
Darkness.
Chapter Four
âW here do you want me?â Boxers asked.
Jonathan pointed ahead and to the right. âTake the red-black corner.â The right rear corner. âI donât expect theyâll run away from a knock at the door, but we might as well be prepared.â
âJust sidearms, I presume?â
âAnd keep it concealed. Like I said, I donât anticipate a panic response from a knock at the door.â
Boxers backed into a parking space across the lot from room 124, threw the transmission into Park, and sat, his massive hands poised at ten and two on the steering wheel. âThis doesnât feel right, Boss.â
Jonathan pulled on the door handle. âLetâs see what happens.â
Playing drunk was a