Natalia really worried about, he wondered? Something not serious, perhaps, but the slightest worry always showed on her face.
âWhat we need is a grandma taking over,â Natalia murmured, âwith the patience to teach them reading and arithmetic and all that.â
âA grandma living at home?â Jack laughed.
âNo, I mean someââ She jumped and shook her fingers with nervous impatience as the telephone and the doorbell rang at the same time. âIâll get this one,â she said, moving toward the telephone.
Jack pressed the release button, left the apartment door ajar, and ran downstairs to say hello to Mrs. Vernon and thank her.
But Amelia had been brought home by a girl of about twenty, whom Jack had never seen before, but recognized as the opposite number to Susanne.
âHi,â he said, âIâm Jack Sutherland, the father of this.â
âOh. How do you do? Hereâs Amelia.â The girl smiled. âEverythingâs okay, I think. No skinned knees to report.â This girl was English.
âGood. Thanks a million.â
The girl nodded, said, âBye-bye, Amelia,â and was gone.
They climbed the stairs. Amelia was chattering, and Jack hardly listened. Natalia would have said something to Amelia about her not having said thank you and good-bye to the girl who had brought her. Rudeness.
âAfternoon, Mr. Hartman!â Jack said to a middle-aged man coming out the door of his apartment on the second floor. âYes, weâre backâfor a while.â
âGlad to see you again. Hi, Amelia.â With a friendly smile, Mr. Hartman went down the stairs, carrying a neat plastic sack of garbage.
Natalia was still on the telephone, leaning against the wall by a front window, smoking, murmuring. Jack at once sensed that the caller was Louis Wannfeld, and rather switched off. The conversation could go on for fifteen minutes.
âHad a good time?â Jack asked Amelia.
âYes. Iâm thirsty.â She pretended to reel against a wall. âWe had LSDâOoh!â
âTake some water,â Jack whispered, repressing a smile. âLSD, fâgosh sake!â
âWe did and I feel aw-w-ful!â Cross-legged, leaning against the kitchen wall, Amelia tried her best to look bleary-eyed.
âQuiet, your momâs on the phone.â Jack drew a glass of water and handed it to her.
â. . . outrageous . . .âNatalia was saying. âNo. No, I wouldnât. Look, Iâll call you back, thereâs so muchâTen minutes, maybe?âOkay.â
âMom, Iâve had LSD !â Amelia spread her arms and seized her mother round the thighs.
âOw!â said Natalia as the child crashed into her. âI donât believe a word of it.â
âMomâJackâDaddy, what did the mayonnaise say to the lettuce?â asked Amelia, changing her act, because the LSD had fallen flat.
Natalia groaned. âI donât give a damn. These awful kidsâ jokes, Jack. I get ten a day.â
âI donât know. What?â asked Jack.
âClose the door, Iâm dressing !â said Amelia.
âOh-h-h.â Jack feigned boredom and he was bored, suddenly. Or was he merely ill at ease? He wanted to go into his workroom and draw the curtain. He looked at Natalia. âI think Iâll take a walk. You want to phone backââ He glanced at the white telephone.
Natalia started to say something, looked at the child, then beckoned to Jack to come into the bedroom. She whispered to him with the door almost closed, the knob in her hand. âThat was Louis. He thinks heâs got cancer. May as well tell you now.â
Tell him now, Jack thought, as if it would break his heart? âCancer? Of the what?â
She closed the door. âStomach. Well, he thinks so. His doctor in Philadelphiaââ
âIsnât it more likely an ulcer?â
Natalia gave one of her