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of the dune to the place where the black sea hisses up into loud, frothy waves. I run towards them as they back away and run back, shrieking, when another crashes in. When Kinsella catches up, we take our shoes off. In places we walk along with the edge of the sea clawing at the sand under our bare feet. In places he leaves me to run. At one point we go in until the water is up to his knees and he holds me on his shoulders.
    ‘Don’t be afraid!’ he says.
    ‘What?’
    ‘Don’t be afraid!’
    The strand is all washed clean, without so much as a footprint. Beyond a crooked line in the sand, close to the dunes, things havewashed up: plastic bottles, sticks, the handle of a mop whose head is lost and, further on, a stable door, whose bolt is broken.
    ‘Some man’s horse is loose tonight,’ Kinsella says. He walks on for a while then. It is quieter up here, away from the noise of the waves. ‘You know the fishermen sometimes find horses out at sea. A man I know towed a colt in one time and the horse lay down for a long time before he got up. And he was perfect. Tiredness was all it was, after being out so long.
    ‘Strange things happen,’ he says. ‘A strange thing happened to you tonight but Edna meant no harm. It’s too good, she is. She wants to find the good in others, and sometimes her way of finding that is to trust them, hoping she’ll not be disappointed but she sometimes is.’
    He laughs then, a queer, sad laugh. I don’t know what to say.
    ‘You don’t ever have to say anything,’ he says. ‘Always remember that as a thing you need never do. Many’s the man lost much justbecause he missed a perfect opportunity to say nothing.’
    Everything about the night feels strange: to walk to a sea that’s always been there, to see it and feel it and fear it in the half dark, and to listen to this man saying things about horses out at sea, about his wife trusting others so she’ll learn who not to trust, things I don’t fully understand, things which may not even be intended for me.
    We keep on walking until we come to a place where the cliffs and rocks come out to meet the water. Now that we can go no farther, we must turn back. Maybe the way back will somehow make sense of the coming. Here and there, flat white shells lie shining and washed up on the sand. I stoop to gather them. They feel smooth and clean and brittle in my hands. We turn back along the beach and walk on, seeming to walk a greater distance than the one we crossed in reaching the place where we could not pass, and then the moon disappearsbehind a darkish cloud and we cannot see where we are going. At this point, Kinsella lets out a sigh, stops, and lights the lamp.
    ‘Ah, the women are nearly always right, all the same,’ he says. ‘Do you know what the women have a gift for?’
    ‘What?’
    ‘Eventualities. A good woman can look far down the line and smell what’s coming before a man even gets a sniff of it.’
    He shines the light along the strand to find our footprints, to follow them back, but the only prints he can find are mine.
    ‘You must have carried me there,’ he says.
    I laugh at the thought of me carrying him, at the impossibility, then realise it was a joke, and that I got it.
    When the moon comes out again, he turns the lamp off and by the moon’s light we easily find and follow the path we took out of the dunes. When we reach the top, he won’t let me put my shoes on but does it for me. Then hedoes his own and knots the laces. We stand then, to pause and look back out at the water.
    ‘See, there’s three lights now where there was only two before.’
    I look out across the sea. There, the two lights are blinking as before, but with another, steady light, shining there also.
    ‘Can you see it?’ he says.
    ‘I can,’ I say. ‘It’s there.’
    And that is when he puts his arms around me and gathers me into them as though I were his.

6
    After a week of rain, on a Thursday, the letter comes. It is not so much a