understand that case tells me that you have good parents, at least I think you must.â
âHad,â he said briefly. âThey were killed in a car accident almost three years ago. I was driving.â
âHow awful for you!â She frowned in sympathy. âI suppose you keep asking yourself whether you could have prevented it.â
âIâm fairly over that. Iâm ninety-nine percent sure Icouldnât have. But I still canât bear having to pass the place where it happened.â
His glance traveled over her head to the window. She had an immediate sense that he was closing the conversation, as if he felt he had talked too long, said too much, and was prepared to leave her.
And then, abruptly, he returned to her. âYou havenât said anything about yourself. They tell me youâre an artist and have had a book accepted.â
âHow news is distorted in the telling! All I have is a little talent for sketching and watercolors. One of the instructors at college had written a childrenâs book and asked me to do some illustrations, which Iâve done, and now we are hoping some publisher will buy it. Hoping.â
âYou wouldnât have been asked to illustrate a book if you hadnât a great deal more than merely a little talent.â
âI donât know. I love art, thatâs all. I have had thoughts of a museum job in New York or some place, but here I am at home. I told you why. So Iâll just keep looking for somebody who wants illustrations. Meanwhile, I fill in the time at the hospital, doing a bit of good.â
âSpeaking of time,â Robb said, âthe bankâs going to close in half an hour.â
She stood up at once. âOf course. Itâs been so nice talking to you.â
On the sidewalk opposite the bank, she thought of something. âWeâre having a barbecue next Saturday at my house. Joan Evans and I are giving it and weâreinviting the same crowd that was at the jazz club that time when you were there. I hope youâll come.â
He looked startled, and answering, almost stammered. âWell, thank you, but Iâm not sure where Iâll be next weekend. IâllâIâll let you know. Or Iâll tell Eddy or something, I mean.â
âWhatever,â she said at once.
His reply irked her. It was a rejection. She was annoyed with herself, too, for having coaxed him into the coffee shop in the first place. She wasnât accustomed to coaxing men. He had confused her by first showing so much emotion about that case in court, and then being so stiff and frozen. Yet he had a quality that drew her.
For a moment as she watched him cross the street, she had a curious sense of loss. Absurd! Then she started the car and drove away.
It was a long trudge back from the bank, and Robb took his time. He was thinking, as he had thought on that other day, she is not afraid of anything. She was obviously very intelligent, but far too forward for his taste. He hadnât wanted a drink, and didnât want to go to the barbecue. Thatâs not to say he wouldnât enjoy a Saturday outing with the rest of the crowd, only not at Ellenâs house. Yes, âforwardâ was the word, he told himself, aware at the same moment that he was very much behind the times. Lily would never have pressured a man like that. But then Lily, too, was behind the times in many waysâthough definitely not as a lover!
Ellen was
different
, and he didnât mean differentonly from Lily. He had been around enough women, other menâs women, during these latest years, and had never met anyone like her. It was odd that he had not noticed before how remarkably beautiful she really was. Of course, if you wanted to pick her features apart, you could say that it was only her wide, alert eyes, so intensely green, that made her seem beautiful. Those eyes made no modest attempt to hide what she thinks of me, he
Heidi Hunter, Bad Boy Team