three or four men would be standing around Ellen Grant. For no good reason, the picture was as clear as though he were in the midst of it.
As soon as he could, he would buy something beautiful for Lily. There was a sorry ache in his heart. Why? Because she did not own a diamond and live in an elegant old house? What nonsense was this? But she was so soft, his Lily. Under her brisk, efficient little ways, she was so vulnerable. God, never let anything hurt her.
âYou look sad,â she observed.
âNot sad. Loving.â
When she smiled, the pink came back to her face.âWeâll be together next May,â she said. âItâs not so far off. Thatâs what I tell myself every night before I fall asleep.â
âWe had a great time,â Walt reported. âSomebody down the street has a pool, and we all went over there. Nobody was thrown in with all his clothes on, either. Ellen was surprised that you hadnât come.â
âI never said I was going to.â
âYou were supposed to let her know.â
Yes, he had told her he would. But it was not the worst offense to have forgotten. It was much ado about nothing. And he said so rather crossly.
âShe likes you,â Walt said. âShe talked about you.â
âShe doesnât know anything about me.â
Eddy protested, âFor Godâs sake, Walt, youâve met Lily. Stop pestering him.â
âOkay, no harm meant. I only thought heâd like to know. Practically anybody would have Ellen if he could.â Walt laughed. âI would. Trouble is, she doesnât want me.â
In spite of himself, Robb was curious to know what Ellen could have said about him. He should have allowed Walt to continue. But still, what childish vanity!
On his way downtown a few days later, he could have walked on Assembly Street. It would be a shadier walk and only a trifle longer than the way past the hospital, but he took the hospital route, starting out as he had done before at two oâclock. As he approached the front steps, he hoped that he would not see her; yethe slowed his walk. Perhaps she would not see him, and he would safely get past. Iâm of two minds, he thought.
âI was sorry you didnât come last week,â said Ellen.
He stopped abruptly, as if it were a surprising coincidence that they should encounter each other here again.
âWell, Iââ he began.
âYour friend Eddy told me you werenât feeling well.â
Loyal Eddy, to make a polite excuse for him! âI should have let you know. I apologize.â
âApology accepted.â
âI should tell you that Iâm usually not that rude.â
Why was he talking this way? He hadnât really been rude. He was sounding more like a little boy who had been naughty.
âI wanted to see you,â she said. âThatâs why I planned the party in the first place. I like you.â
Lily would never admit a thing like that.â¦
âI like you, too,â he answered, as expected.
âThen letâs have another iced coffee. All right with you?â
âOf course.â
They got into her car. âI thought last time that you didnât like me, and I admit it bothered me,â she said. âI was a little angry and a little hurt. But eventually I decided to get over it and try again.â
âIâm glad you did.â
In the coffee shop, they took the same table they had had the first time. It was quiet, as it had been then, with the same lazy traffic moving past the window.
âI burn so easily,â she explained, removing her hat. âThatâs why I wear it in this weather.â
He who was so fluent, so quick with apt words, thought of nothing better to say than that it would soon be fall and then the weather would change.
She was regarding him as though he were transparent, as though all his thoughts were visible. Her bright mouth bore a flicker of a smile,
Dorothy Salisbury Davis, Jerome Ross