yours.â
âAre you sure?â
Am I sure? I almost laugh out loud, but sigh instead. âPositive.â
âI mean, I can see how youâd like him.â When she pauses, I shoot her a quick glance. Sheâs biting her lip and tapping her thumbs on the steering wheel, lost in thought. âYou have a lot in common.â
âNothing that matters,â I say quickly. And itâs true. What really matters is that Kristen and Rock are the kind of people that just go together. They make sense. Me and Rock? Complete nonsense.
âYouâd tell me, right?â
I turn in my seat to face her. I would never betray her friendship, especially over a guy sheâs so consumed with. âYouâre being ridiculous.â
With a semisatisfied sigh, she flops her head back, making me wonder how she can even see the road. âHow was I supposed to know David Copperfield wasnât about the magician?â she whines.
âThe fact that it was written in 1850 should have tipped you off,â I say, grinning. Looking back at lunch, it was pretty funny. Only Kristen would think Charles Dickens could have written an entire novel about a twentieth-century magician in the nineteenth century. âGoogle things you donât know about before you talk about it. Or maybe you could just take my advice and talk about things that actually interest you. When did you decide that wasnât good enough? Every time you shoot your mouth off about things you know nothing about, you take the risk of digging yourself a hole you canât climb out of. I wonât always be there to dig you out.â
âIâve been thinking about that,â Kristen says.
I keep my face forward, afraid to look at her. She has a way of talking me into some really stupid schemes, and I already know this one is going to be the worst of the worst. âNuh-uh,â I say.
âCome on, Sarah. You promised youâd help me.â
âI said Iâd think about it,â I correct her, concentrating on the houses zipping by. Anything but looking directly at her. Itâs like staring at the sun; one glance and youâre a goner.
âWhatâs to think about? Itâs me!â
I finally turn my unseeing gaze from the road and look at my best friend, the same girl whoâs stood by me year after year as Iâve been tormented by other kids. âFine. Iâll listen. But Iâm not making any promises.â
Kristen pulls into the driveway at my house and kills the engine.
âThatâs all Iâm asking.â
Though we travel the world over to find the beautiful, we must carry it with us, or we will find it not.
âRALPH WALDO EMERSON
Chapter Five
âOkay, spill it,â I say. Iâm sitting on the bed cross-legged, with Ringo curled up tightly in my lap. I stroke his back, letting his rhythmic purring relax me like nothing else can.
âSo, Iâve been thinking about how we can convince Rock that Iâm smart.â
âYou are smart, Kris.â
âNot like you are. Not like he is.â
âAre you really sure you want to put this much effort into pretending youâre something youâre not? I mean, donât you think youâll get tired of lying to him? And what kind of foundation is that for a relationship, anyway?â
âWell, the way I see it, after Iâve proven how smart I am and heâs totally fallen for me, then it wonât be necessary to pretend anymore.â
âYou think heâs going to just stop all conversation at some point?â
âWeâll find other things to talk about. Things I actually know something about.â
Hard as I try, I canât imagine Rock spending an afternoon watching Kristen try on twenty-three pairs of shoes. This is a guy who actually thinks . âYou know, Kristen, youâre a pretty good catch. Iâm not convinced you need to do anything to get his attention. Seems to