what are you talking about?â
âIâm just saying . . . âcause you so fine. He must have bust a special one.â
Tori hit me on the leg and showed me that smile again. Then she took my arm, wrapped it around her shoulders, and sat underneath me.
âYou know, L , itâs a trip because I sit around and listen to my grandmother always talk about how things and families used to be, compared to the way things are around here. Itâs just so hard to believe some of the things she tells me that used to happen that people donât do these days.â
I knew exactly what she was saying. âLike how people would whup somebody elseâs child when they saw them doing wrong?â
âYup, and how families used to stick together, no matter what. I just canât believe that âcause families around this joint fight every damn night until the police gotta come out and take somebody away.â
âAinât no love. Everybody out for self.â
âWell, Iâm not trying to live like that. If I tell a man that Iâm going to be with him, then thatâs what the hell Iâm goinâ to do forever, so my kids can see the love.â
âSo who are you talking about?â
âWhat you mean?â
âThe man you going to be with?â
âIâm just saying.â
âWhat if it was me? How you know it wonât be me?â
âMaybe. I mean, if you goinâ to be him, then I would put my word on it that it would be forever and always straight love, boy.â
âUmm, I likes that. Maybe we should get married.â
âBoy, shut up!â
âIâm serious.â
âNo, youâre not. How you goinâ to marry me anyway?â
âWhat you mean, how?â
âYouâre going to be leaving soon.â
âSo?â
âAnd youâre going to be playing ball overseas.â
âAnd?â
âShut up, Langston. This ainât nothing to be playing around with.â
âWhoâs playing? Look, why donât we get married? I mean, you love me, donât you?â
âFoâ sho.â
âAnd you know how I feel about you?â
âI guess I do.â
âWhat you mean by that?â
âSay it. Tell me you love me.â
âGirl, you know I love you. And we need to get married because Iâm going to need somebody I can trust to watch my back when I go pro. I mean, we practically have seen and talked to each other every day since sixth grade, right? Iâm not leaving you here and not be able to continue to see you every day.â
Tori had this glazed look on her face and then smiled. âYeah.â
âWell, letâs get married. I wonât be right out there any other way.â
âAre you sure?â
âCâmon, girl, ride with me.â
Chapter Nine
If You Must
On Saturday morning I chilled in the bed until noon watching SportsCenter and the story that ran hour after hour confirming that I was going to go overseas to play ball. I didnât know who broke the story, but I did like hearing the sound of my name and seeing some highlights of some of my games over and over again.
I was so hyped over the news, I went outside in the hot sun and ran more than six miles on one of my routes through The Vil, up, down, and through the units, like I had done so many times before. This time, though, I was taking the atmosphere in and loving every second of where I grew up, instead of keeping my head straight down at the ground, blocking out the sights and sounds of people who had been there for years and probably their families who would be there for years to come.
After my run, I used my key to the gym at school that Coach gave to me and was inside working hard, still remembering the sound of my name on national television.
I yelled over to Jalen. âHow many is that?â I knew I was close to a hundred and fifty jumpers. My plan was to do two