âIt was Kenny.â
âKenny?â
I sank farther down on the couch. I knew it was coming.
âOh, is that the name of his friend?â
âI guess,â I told her.
âWhat did he have to say?â
âJust forget about it, okay.â
âBoy, you want your last beat-down before you go overseas to be in front of your friends? Tell me what he said.â
âMom, whatever. He just said something like, of course you want me to go pro.â
âWait a minute. Do I even know him?â
âNaah, you donât know him.â
âAnd he put my name in his mouth?â
âSure did. Like yâall used to dance at the club or something,â Jalen said.
âAnd he donât know me?â My mother grabbed her bag and went to the door. âLook, I will be back, okay.â
âMom, where are you going?â
âWhere do you think Iâm going? I raised you all by myself for eighteen years, and ainât nobody going to say a word about anything thatâs concerning what you want to do with your life, or what I think about it.â
I didnât get to say another word because, after she told Jalen to get his ass from in front of the door, she was gone.
Tori turned the television, equipped with bootleg cable, to MTV then sat down on the couch next to me. Jalen sat back on the floor in front of the TV.
âSo, whatâs up now, L ?â Jalen asked.
âI ainât trippinâ, believe that.â
âDonât worry about all that drama, L . You already made up your mind. You just have to do you.â Tori started rubbing my hand.
I got up from the couch. âIâm not worrying about it. Iâm trying to celebrate.â I went back to the hall closet and came out with one of my shoeboxes and sat back down next to Tori. âWeâre goinâ to have a party.â I opened the box and showed them all the money inside.
Jalen jumped up. âSee, thatâs what Iâm talking about!â
âDang, baby! Where you get all that from?â
âFrom him. He started sending me money like two years ago like water, but I never wanted it. I just started putting it in here.â
âIt has to be at least six gees, man.â Jalen put his hand in the box, pulled some out, and made it rain.
âMaybe. I never counted it.â I pulled some money out and gave to Tori. âHere, go get some gear for this party, okay. Get your nails and hair done if you want. And, Jalen, buy you some sneakers, man, and then set this party up.â I took another handful of money and put it on the table. âThatâs for Reecy. So, yâall ready to party or what?â
Chapter Eight
Ride with Me
Jalen was ghost once he got a pocket full of money. He walked out the door claiming he was going to get the tightest shoes on the racks and put together a party like The Vil had never seen. Tori was just happy he was gone because she had been waiting to talk to me alone all day.
âSo what you think your mother doing?â She smiled.
âOh, you know what sheâs doing. Sheâs over there ripping up the place.â
âSo you really donât like your father, L ?â
âCâmon, girl, I barely know him, and what I do know about him, I donât like.â
âAt least you know heâs alive. I donât even know the name of my father.â
âYou ever asked about him?â
âA few times, but I never get an answer.â
âWhat you mean by that?â
âWhen I ask about him, my mother never gives me an answer. I have caught her in so many lies about who he is and what he does, I just got frustrated and stopped asking. She makes me think that she doesnât even know who he is . . . old ho.â Tori laughed a bit.
âSo all you know is that heâs black?â
âThatâs it.â
âWell, he must have tore your mother up when he made you.â
âBoy,