on were the sort at which my father schmoozed with congressmen, senators, and their familiesâthe kind with gorgeous resorts featuring nice, clean swimming pools and lovely cabanas. Were there beaches somewhere that werenât lined with resorts, littered with sunbathers, and dotted with colorful umbrellas? Did such places exist?
I felt tears pressing in, crowding my eyes and my senses. My gypsy king was gently telling me good-bye, justifying all the reasons he needed to go. I heard his voice almost in the background now, like a television droning on when youâre busy with something else.
â . . . The salary isnât really any higher, but thereâs so much included. The house, the utilities paid, a company vehicle. Itâs like making twice as much as I make now. Iâd be able to finally work my way out from under some bills and start putting away money for Nickâs college.â His eyes met mine again, and I took a small bit of encouragement from that. Maybe he really did mean to continue our relationship long-distance. I didnât see how. There wasnât a major airport in Moses Lake. âItâs the difference between two completely different lives, Mallory,â Daniel said.
Yes, it is, I thought, my long-distance fantasy dissolving like a mirage on a hot day. It was the difference between us and you-there-and-me-here .
âAnd thatâs not even mentioning the work.â Daniel was so excited, he was talking ninety miles an hour, overloading my brain, causing it to whir. âThis guy is a little . . . atypical, but heâs light-years ahead of conventional science on all kinds of things, not just the super crops, but low-impact growth environments and foods that fight cancer. You wouldnât believe all the good his work could do. And heâs got the funds to keep it going. Private funds. And Iâll have a share in any patents weâre granted. If we come up with the kind of modified seed grain I think we can, thereâs no telling what the bio-patents could be worth. Imagine corn that could grow in the desert, or wheat that produces under drought conditions. Imagine what that could mean.â
I nodded, swallowing hard. Sue me, but at that particular moment, I didnât care about growing corn in the desert; Icared about the life I wasnât going to have. With Daniel. Iâd finally found the right one, my prince had come, and some billionaire was determined to tumble my castle of cards before I could dab enough glue on it. Why couldnât Jack West buy someone elseâs boyfriend? Why did he have to have mine?
Because Daniel was brilliant, and he was wasting away at that USDA lab, and he was made for better things. I knew the reason. I knew I should love him enough to let him go. He wasnât happy in the job here. He was trapped in it.
His hand slid across the map, covered mine, clasped it. I felt reality staring me down like a Rottweiler, dark-eyed and malevolent.
âCome with us.â
At first I wasnât sure I heard the words correctly. âHuh?â
âCome with us,â he repeated, more emphatically this time, his eyes taking on a glow that pulled me in. âCome on, Mallory, think about it. We both know that we . . . us . . . the two of us and Nick . . . Something so right doesnât come along every day. I realize itâs not the best timingâitâs only been a month, but life isnât about waiting for perfect timing. If youâre not careful, life happens while youâre stuck in a holding pattern.â
My heart leapt, and fell, and leapt, and fell, the rebound a little less complete each time, like the bounce of a basketball slowly losing air. âDaniel, I donât even know where Iâd live in a place like that, or where Iâd get a job, or . . .â Anything. â . . . how Iâd pay my bills