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something like
this. Not when it has the potential to blow up in our faces.”
    “Ah, so you are considering my suggestion.”
    “Jen intends to focus on her studies.
Besides, there’s one thing you haven’t mentioned. What about you and me? We’ll
touch. Three sets of hands and mouths get confusing. Could you handle me
kissing you? Getting that up close and personal?” Bloody hell! He’d
definitely drunk too much tonight. He hadn’t meant to blurt out stuff like
that.
    There was a long pause and Sebastian’s
mouth twisted. Yeah, exactly what he’d thought. Introduce a little bit of
gayness to the conversation and Wayne clearly hesitated.
    “Do you think Fletch and Liam fuck each
other?”
    Sebastian grunted and rolled over to face
Wayne. Not that he could see much in the dark. “That’s none of our business,
but they do seem comfortable together.”
    “Yeah, that’s what I thought,” Wayne said.
“You’d better go back to your own bed. I’m sure Jen won’t mind once you explain
about the couch.”
    Disappointment surged through Sebastian. Of
course. Once the conversation became difficult Wayne bailed. Not that he could
blame him. Most other men would do the same. Without another word he rolled off
the bed and left. His bed was a king. He could get some sleep and not even
touch Jen.
    Jen was obviously asleep when he entered
his bedroom. The soft snores were charming, although she probably wouldn’t
thank him for mentioning the fact. Gingerly, he climbed into his bed and
replaced the covers. For summer it was still damn cold.
    Just about as cold as Wayne’s rejection.
    * * * * *
    Ah! He’d noticed Sebastian’s weird behavior
lately. His moodiness. Thick-head that he was, he’d thought Seb was working
through his feelings about his divorce. But maybe it was something else
entirely. He thought back over the time Sebastian had stayed with him, let his
mind wander the possibilities given their conversation. The way Sebastian froze
the instant he’d touched him.
    Wayne knew Sebastian loved him. When Wayne
had been adopted and Sebastian hadn’t, they’d stayed friends at school and
Wayne’s adopted parents had let him invite Sebastian over to play most
weekends. Yeah, the love wasn’t in doubt, but what if it was more? And how the
heck should he feel about it?
    Wayne flopped over on his back and placed
his hands under his head as an extra pillow.
    Could he kiss Sebastian? Would he enjoy it?
    Nah, he liked women. He liked their
softness and the way they smelled. He liked their laughter and even their
prickly moods. And he loved fucking them. Bottom line—he couldn’t think of a
world, his world, without a woman as a lover.
    His mind darted from thought to thought,
never settling or coming to a decision. The plain truth was he didn’t know. The
last thing he wanted was to screw up his close friendship with Sebastian, yet
he could sense that would happen if he didn’t handle his new knowledge
carefully.
    And Jen. He had no idea why he hadn’t
noticed her charms before. No, that wasn’t quite true. He hadn’t allowed
himself to consider Jen in a romantic light before because she’d worked for
them.
    But now that problem no longer existed. A
sense of rightness filled him as his mind drifted back. He couldn’t get past
the way Jen had felt in his arms when she’d pitched headlong into orgasm, and
the glance he’d exchanged with Sebastian at the time. The connection that had
clicked into place felt right. Perfect.
    He blew out a gust of air, his lungs
starting to burn before he inhaled again.
    A plan—something to propel the three of
them forward into the next stage. Let the cards fall where they may and all
that crap. Yeah. His mouth curled into a sly smile as a plan formed in his
mind. Audacious and daring, but it just might work…
    * * * * *
    Jen woke slowly, aware of the heat at her
back. A foreign warmth. The tick of a clock that wasn’t normally there.
Confusion slammed through her. Her eyes